Just how much I cared, how much I love her...How beautiful she is.

My entries are so sporatic, I can't imagine how much important stuff I leave out. I'd like to touch base, and mention how I spent several great weekends with Beth over the past few weeks, and I just came off one of the best where we celebrated New Years and Christmas all in one. I got the best stuff from her....But yet that is not going to be what ( Read more... )

Perception is a interesting thing in my relationship as of late. I think this past weekend was really good, while my girlfriend does agree with that, she saw tons of things in me that either I did wrong, or that hurt her. Its funny, cause I didn't see any in myself, or her, but she saw some in us both ( Read more... )

Today I realized that of all the things in my stupid little life, if I can have her, I have everything.

I miss waking up with her.

she is so perfect....everthing i want.

So she's been online for two hours. Yet, despite the fact I've told jokes, tried to talk to her about a dozen different things, and smiled a lot, she has yet to smile or laugh and she's said 10 sentences at best ( Read more... )

Last night was rough. I made her cry. I had to listen to it. But I think we had a breakthrough. I think now she really knows, forever with me, is real.

Last time I updated, lets just say, I think she really was just off that night, and it wasn't my fault. But tonight, WOW, well read for yourself ( Read more... )

I could tell you about this weekend, but I'm not going to now, another issue is on my mind. As a quick PRE-Cap of this weekend, it was SO amazing ( Read more... )