i hate this day............

i realy cant take this bull shit any more, the he said she said, the people i see fucking over people they truely "care" about. its all just bull shit. and you know what i am done i am cleening house......i dont need the bull shit and i dont need the people that start it. thats right i am talking to you.

walk was good and oh yea i all so got new FUN toe-sock's (tank's again shelli) it's grate there like gloves for your feet! mind you i dont like feet but gloves for them are good :-)

i dont want to go to work....

so last night sucked but kicked ASS....work sucked b/c well i made next to no money b/c the host was pissed at the person that i was sharing tables with so she stoped seating me! i got home and no one wanted to chill out really but then i herd from da Shelli and i went to her house and we chilled out :-) this made a happy happy lauren :-) we spent ( Read more... )

Wow I have not done one of thes in a long time but eh what the hell I need to vent….. To be honest I did this to my self I really did. I still want to vent thought . I cant seam to find a guy….I know this sound said already…..but to go on (even thought right now I would want to slap me if I was reading this) I meat guys I think they like me they do ( Read more... )

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE MILK THINGS!!!!!!!!! you know play something for all its worth i am sick of it it makes my tummy turn. i guess thats all now i am going to pick up bill so we can meat up with tim.

"my eyes ( Read more... )

if you read this lj,
even if i dont speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
it can be anything you want.
it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

then post this in your journal,
see what people remember about you!

the night mares have stared again....bad this time...i keep wakening up in sweats,crying, shaking or all of the above. i don't even remember the dreams witch sucks b/c if i did i mite be able to get a handle on them.....i cant do this again i cant go days weeks or moths at a time of vary little sleep. i don't like waking up and not feeling safe and ( Read more... )

so i stop at my rents house to grab some shit. got in a fight with my mom ( what els is new) after fighting she told me i had to hear the fam. news there was so random tidbits and then she tells me my Cuz got knocked up... now with my fam haveing a baby when you have not said 'man and wife' is a BAD thing so i am not the fuck up any more ( Read more... )