Everything I feel and everything I felt are so different now.  I  have never felt the way I do now. I feel hatred and anger towards him. I honestly cannot believe or fathom what happened. I can't get over how stupid I was. I can only think that it was my fault. Why would I care about him? Why should I care about somone who I fell in love with, who ( Read more... )

 I'm happy.
I don't worry.
I am having fun.
sickness=......
today=.....
my aunt and her fiancee left today.
I want to go visit them in virginia.
last time I was anywhere remotely close to them was the DC trip last year, and I blew the whole 'meeting her for lunch' bit.
 oh well. soon enough.

I love how people love to assume. makes me laugh. a lot ( Read more... )

I miss. Everything.

    Last night, Heather tried to describe 'emo' to my mother. At my soccer game none the less, which is great- now I know what they are actually talking about. (! I SCORED LAST NIGHT :-D! )
Anyways, so she's talking to my mom in the car...
"Well, Rachel is an emo kid"
"What's that mean? What is emo music? I don't understand.."
"Well.... Steve is an ( Read more... )

"Honestly"
Please don't mind what I'm trying to say 'cause I'm, I'm being honest
When I tell you that you
You're part of the reason I'm so set on the rest of my life
Being a part of you
You tell me what you think about being open,
About being honest with yourself

'Cause things will never be the same.

So I guess I'll see you, I'll see you around
I'm spinning ( Read more... )

This is me calling you out for all these built up superstitions
They haunt me now and then
For just a little light down here
I would run, I would cross a thousand seas
And in our perfect world you would wait at the other side

I know that you, you'll follow up with all the answers
If you were there for me at all
This is the way that I can't describe ( Read more... )

    So I've just spent the last hour(s ( Read more... )

    So this evening, I was lazy. I ( Read more... )

I'm not going to even try.

I love new music.
I love new music from my favorite bands. 
I also love it when I hear something from a looong time ago- and I remember how much I loved it. And I go back, and I listen to it again and listen to everything and it makes me happy.
I love all my old music.

By the way :

It's in my job description,
To tell you how to feel,
This is ( Read more... )