No matter how stupid the very concept of keeping a live journal for others to view is, I think that it has been great because it helps as a communication tool, as well as an emotional tool. Since I started this, if I feel down, I type what I am thinking out, and I feel better. Thank you live journal ( Read more... )

"I hope Julie is worth it at the UofA because if it doesn't work out, well I just fucked my life up royally."

That quote is from a previous journal entry from perhaps a month ago. Ain't that some shit.

Is that a real word? I dunno, and frankly, don't care either. Anyway, so now it's a three-day weekend. Today I stayed home and mailed out the USC app. Hopefully I get accepted and can leave this hell-hole. If not, I'll end up in Tucson and loathe being there (at least my mindset during the summertime approaching August 23). I just took my Econ ( Read more... )

Doesn't it seem like everybody is getting sucker bufu-ed? Well, I guess it has to happen that way. People don't get into their top choices and have to settle for a school they don't want to be at less. Some on the other hand do get into their schools, and that's good for them. I am happy for you. For all of you that didn't get into the school( ( Read more... )

Jesse,
It's all good, and I apologize for offending you. I didn't know that the next day you would make up with Mike. We're cool.

Well, the day after has nearly passed. It has been interesting. Many times throughout the day I would look at her (she sits next to me in every class we have together) and miss stroking her hair or touching her face, but at the same time I was in an unusual way glad that we are both able to do this and realize it is the best for both of us. I am ( Read more... )

Julie and I broke up today. And I'm not kidding ( Read more... )

No, I am not talking about the city. I am talking about the Band. Boston is one of the greatest rock bands ever. They have phenomenal songs, great guitar pieces and awesome lyrics. In fact, this band is number two on my list of top bands ever. Number one is Guns N'Roses, and if you wanna disagree, know this: I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR OPINION YOU ( Read more... )

I got rejected from NYU today. It was expected though, everybody else got in and I knew I wouldn't. THIS PART HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM THE JOURNAL. I can't feel any worse than I do at the moment. I mean, I knew I was getting rejected. It was obvious, but I didn't want it as nobody does ( Read more... )

Get this, Allen Pan, our Chinese Connection at Chapparal has gotten into the following: BERKELY, YALE, COLUMBIA, and PENN (WHARTON)!!! This kid is the beast of beasts, and earns the "Sanjay Kumar Asian American of the Year" award. (It's an honorable award that consists of no current prize, but there will be one later.) Allen Pan has taken Michael ( Read more... )