Welp, here we go again, its 5:18 AM. I have been in bed since 1:45 AM. Have I fallen asleep? Nope ( Read more... )

My day was absolute shit. My weekend was spectacular. But besides that, the days before and the days following have been a complete disaster. Why? I don’t even know. I’ve been just so down in the dumps, I can't even tell you why. I just feel like absolute fuck ( Read more... )

why?

fuck.

(4:41:48 AM) Christian: I'm also an impulsive drinker
(4:41:49 AM) Christian: lol
(4:42:03 AM) LoveMyDell84: HA, welp... we don't need to discuss my drinking habits...
(4:45:49 AM) LoveMyDell84: hey... I'm 100% sober tonight... imagine that? (not a drop, in comparison to the nights where the word "sober" equates to not being drunk enough to pass ( Read more... )

Alright, so its been a really, really, busy few days. Thursday was filled with much drinking in Oakland with Greg. I managed to miss my therapist appointment on Friday morning, thought it was at 3:00 PM turns out it was at 2:00 PM. Left for the Chris and Dara’s rehearsal dinner soon there after at 7:00 PM. That went well, and I Josh and I left to ( Read more... )

I’m doing it again… thinking myself crazy. It has now been an hour since I laid down with intentions of trying to sleep… again. I tried earlier and it just didn’t work out. I got up and dicked around for an hour or so and now I'm here again... starting all over ( Read more... )

I really am crying...

Fin.

Welp, nothing too new to update. Got drunk with the neighbors last night. Day got pretty sauced; we had to help her across the street ( Read more... )

drunk...

fuck.

I received this error the other day while trying to login:
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Server busy or unable to fulfill request. The server is unable to fulfill your request due to extremely high traffic or an unexpected internal error. Please attempt your request again (if you are repeatedly unsuccessful you ( Read more... )