you're not something i deserve

[loveneverfound]

i talked to b. today. he called me. it was...nice, i guess. no, i don't feel the pull to him like i used to, but in a way i guess it was nice to talk to him as "grown ups" and not fight. it was ok. i'm somewhat in shock, i don't really know what to think about it. i'm just glad i don't feel sick to my stomach when i think of him anymore

Comments

[lynn_wright]

Alright I'm so proud of you. It shows that you are getting over B. I wish I can do the same. NO I just love someone I have never met that is not very stable. I'm just asking for disaster. Sad thing is I have not heard from him maybe it's a good thing but I'm so worried. But I'm very proud of you!

Love Lorena

[loveneverfound]

thanks, hon! i'm all grown up now! haha!!

something i wanted to ask you: do you *really* love shawnn? or do you think it might be displacement of your feelings for steve?

we'll talk. soon. be safe.

[kansasanymore]

Yay for talking to exes like grownups. And yay for good movies. I bought the notebook yesterday. so excited to cry over it again. i miss you. it's been ages since we've talked.

[loveneverfound]

i was *thisclose* to getting the notebook! i love that movie! but i also got the new 3 doors down cd, so i figured i'd spent enough money for one day!! lol.

miss you!!