Grrr!!!!

[lovenextdoor]

So why is it that I am so damn unapproachable to all of you? Are we that bad of friends with each other that you can't tell me the truth anymore? Because I value my friendships and I feel that a lot of emphasis is placed on trust, at least for me it is. And if you can't even trust me enough to tell me the truth about things, good or bad, then what

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[jeffiner]

It's not that I can't tell you how I really feel, it's that I have a very hard time telling anyone my true feelings on anything. I'm constantly worried what I think and say will make anyone and everyone mad, because alot of times, it does make people mad. I care about all of you way too much to lose you because I said something stupid.

Most of the time when I open up, it's online because being over a computer has a certain level of security. I'm convinced if the internet didn't exist, no one would know anything about me. But since you and I rarely talk online, I rarely open up to you. I don't mean to do it, and I'm sorry you feel like I don't trust you, because I do. I trust you a lot.

I will not be so afraid to talk to you anymore.

[trixie22]

Mary it is not that i am afraid to talk to you, it was just that I was afraid of screwing up the friendship i have with you. We are so close and I didn't want to jepordize that. I don't know what i would do without. We get through problems together. We decide what to say together.

I should have come to you instead of talking to someone else because hearing it second hand is worse then hearing it straight from the horses mouth. So i am sorry that it seems that i am scared of you it is not that way at all. I will tell you straight up what is going on from now on.