thanks rachel. i could use a hug, maybe three. but i'm not sure if a hug will make it all better this time. i hurt on the inside and i dont know how to make it stop. i can only pretend for so long.
wow... I feel like you just read my mind and stole my feelings from me. I dont think anyone has had a good summer and with school starting everyones just kinda down. some more than others and things definetly havent been good for me. about six weeks ago that snapping inside feeling happened to me too. I'd just been carrying so much shit that it finally pulled me down and i havent felt right since. i cant eat i cant sleep i miss her every minute and hate her just as much. im trying to move out of my house but my dad lives an hour away so i have to move in with a friend and if i do my mom will call the cops on me. and i just feel like no matter what i do i cant pick myself up again. Im used to being the wall that everyone leans on and my friends could always talk to me aobut things but now im like jello and i cant help myslef much less anyone else. ive spent so much time pretending to fix everyone elses problems i lost sight of my own.... we sound like we're in the same boat. so if you ever want to talk im almost always by the computer
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thank you. it means a lot to know someone else feels the same way i do. empty. at least i am not alone. same goes for you if you need to talk... haschaosetin if nothing else i can listen
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don't cry, I'll buy you a lolipop
feel better
I love you.
♥Lissa
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