so happy birthday nana. I miss you. I want to kill myself and i swear i am going to. right now i am soo pissed. I hate myself and i hate my parents. I am so sick of this and i am sick of life nd just ahh i hate this. my mom and I arent close anymore. I AM GROUNDED TILL CHRISTMAS! well maybe not anymore but thats what my dad said. wow i really am i ( Read more... )

well I am going out soon. the last 2 days have been fun. I love alex and hoda!!man we had some fun. I hate school. what else. Oh and i love alex pear she has always been there for me and stuff. wow GREAT friends right there!=D. I want to go to wonderland or i jsut want to hang out with alex pear woot woot thats what i plan to do after my brothers ( Read more... )

man I'm at school its really gay but meh. I have a science test today and in science and i might acually pass this one. I HATE dustin. I got to school and i asked alex what she would pick it was great. After school I am going to alexs house=D but its for work we had. Fitness testing ahaha it was horrible but fun. Kristi made me laugh everytime and ( Read more... )

so i like that person kinda still everyone knows who he is but meh. And i like someone new=D. Finally I'm kinda over him after that night i found out what kinda person he really was. So yess that is what's going on. LIFE IF MESSED UP!

okay so yesterday went to the hospital. and my grandpa died and i saw everything. After he died we went out for dinner because we hadnt eaten anything all day i didnt really feel like eating but yeah. after that we all went to his house to go through all his stuff. I HATE THE SMELL OF HIS HOUSE. Its very gross. Well its death after death for me i ( Read more... )