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i feel like shit. my throat and head hurt. i think i'm getting a fever. my eyes feel really heavy and warm. and i feel really weak. argh. i want jameson to come over and stay here with me. i hate being alone when i'm sick. but until then here is a survey i took to help me feel better. it did not help and so i am going back to bed.
what was the last...
movie you rented: i haven't rented a movie in forever. i never return them on time and then there are late fees to deal with.
movie you bought: stand by me.
song you listened to: umm. i don't know.
song that was stuck in your head: ditto.
song you downloaded: um. i don't remember.
cd you bought: pssh. it's been so long.
cd you listened to: a perfect circle - mer de noms.
person you called: does pizza hut count ?
person that called you: pizza hut called me to tell me my pizza was here.
tv show you watched: i'm watching friends right now.
person you were thinking of: jameson.
do/what do...
you wish you could live somewhere else: i want to live in europe somewhere.
you think about suicide: nope.
you believe in online dating: eh.
others find you attractive: eh, i guess.
you want more piercings: no.
you want more tattoos: eh.
you drink: you could say that. i'm no longer a lush though.
you smoke: yeah.
you like cleaning: i hate cleaning. then sometimes i get the urge to do it and it's not so bad.
you like roller coasters: they're fun/scary.
you write in cursive or print: a combo of both, actually.
you carry a donor card: no, but i renewed my license today and i put that they can donate my organs. assuming any of them are any good.
have you...
ever cried over a guy: yes, of course.
ever lied to someone: mmhmm.
ever been in a fist fight: no.
ever been arrested: nope.
what...
shampoo: umm. some garnier fructis anti-dandruff shampoo.
perfume: country apple body spray.
shoes: good ol' chucks.
are you scared of: being alone.
number of...
times your heart was broken: a lot.
hearts you broke: 0.
people you consider enemies: none.
people from high school you stay in contact with: umm. like 3 - 4.
cds you own: a lot.
times your name has been in the paper: 0.
things in your past you regret: eh.
general stuff
name: melanie.
age: soon to be 21.
birthday: next tuesday. june 8th.
location: ridgewood/bushwick, ny.
parents names: nivia and arcides.
Siblings names: lisa, evett ferdinand and richard (notice my brothers were named after kings ?!).
pets names: igby.
appearance: right now i am gross. my face is red and puffy. i have a big red pimple on my chin. my hair is in a messy ponytail with a headband holding loose strands back. and i'm wearing old blue shorts with a grey nike t-shirt.
attractive people
most attractive person you know: fmdgnmfkfrropfhophf.
first person you thought was hot: crenforehfhfinewf.
things that make them attractive: nfioregforbgreng.
which of your friends...
drinks the most: umm. tom pig.
is the smartest: fkwnfwefoiwefbef.
is the most athletic: vmgrhewfohwefopewf.
will get married first: nkdfnbfoipbewfbe.
has bad luck with the opposite sex: fbweigqhfdofnofn.
3 things you enjoy doing
. napping.
. reading.
. laying in bed with jameson.
3 things you want to try
. fishing!
. umm.
. umm.
3 people you love
. my mom.
. my friends.
. my jameson.
3 foods you are addicted to
. chocolate.
. cheese.
. _____everything else.
3 things you hate
. work.
. waking up early.
. sweating.
3 shows you watched when you were little
. the cosby show.
. ninja turtles.
. out of this world.
3 things you regret
. vgegregergtrhrthwaefwe.
. fregthtwhwh.
. gthrh.
3 songs that you love
. 3 libras - apc.
. no lies, just love - bright eyes.
. lovesong - the cure.
3 things you always say
. hmm. interesting.
. creeeeepy.
. i funny.
3 things you are looking forward to
. jameson coming over tomorrow.
. my birthday.
. the celebration of my birthday (saturday?)
3 things you like about yourself
. eh. i funny.
. that's it.
.
3 things you dislike about yourself
. the way i look.
. the way i look when i smile.
. my lack of self esteem.
3 things that describe your personality
. somewhat obnoxious.
. caring.
. emotional.
3 things that describe your looks
. yuck.
. ew.
. gross.
3 things that scare you
. thunderstorms.
. clowns.
. that guy in identity with the bat down his throat.
3 wishes
. i wish i had a better job.
. *secret wish*
. that's it.
3 jobs you wouldn't mind having for a living
. actress.
. writer.
. barista at starbucks...oh wait...
3 favorite bands
. tbs.
. brand new.
. std.
Thirteen random things you like:
01) books!
02) soda.
03) cigarettes.
04) jameson's bed. <3
05) strawberries and cream frappucinos.
06) writing checks.
07) having no responsibilities.
08) my pretty new dress.
09) the cosby show.
10) my coke cup.
11) being under the covers.
12) reese's swoops.
13) having a bank account.
Twelve movies:
01) stand by me.
02) say anything.
04) love and sex.
05) romeo and juliet.
06) the breakfast club.
07) sixteen candles.
08) pretty in pink.
09) donnie darko.
10) i can't think of any others...
11)
12)
Eleven good bands/artists:
01) eleven ?! can i name like two ?
02) tbs.
03) brand new.
04) std.
05) the honorary title.
06) bright eyes.
07) estrela.
08) the cure.
09)
10)
11)
Ten things about you ... physically:
01) i now have short hair.
02) i have really small hands.
03) but big feet.
04) i have a big gap in between my big toes and the rest of my toes.
05) i have a bit of a wide nose.
06) my lips are thin but with a coat of clear shiny lip gloss..not so much.
07) my eyebrows have natural arches...my sister used to call me mr. spock.
08) i have a lot of scars on my legs.
09) i can't think of anything else...
10)
Nine good friends:
01) nine ?! i only have a couple.
02) jameson.
03) connie.
04) joanna.
05) emmy jo.
06) my mom. <3
07)
08)
09)
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) fettucine alfredo.
02) chicken parmisan.
03) white pizza.
04) wild cherry pepsi.
05) stuffed crust, pepperoni pizza.
06) cheddar cheese + ham sandwiches.
07) pineapple soda.
08) philadelphia rolls.
Seven things you wear daily:
01) underwear.
02) socks.
03) a bra.
04) pants.
05) shorts.
06) a t-shirt.
07) a scrunchie ... ?
Six things that annoy you:
01) being sick.
02) when pizza hut says 45 minutes when they really mean an hour and a half.
03) annoying customers.
04) alarm clocks.
05) construction outside of my window.
06) telemarketers.
Five things you touch everyday:
01) my eyes.
02) my mouth.
03) the phone.
04) cigarettes.
05) sodaaaaaa.
Four shows you watch:
01) the oc.
02) friends.
03) the cosby show.
04) saved by the bell.
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) conor oberst.
02) matthew lillard.
03) famke janssen.
Two people on lj that you have kissed
01) jameson.
02) connie ... no.
One person you could spend the rest of your life with
01) jameson.
and yeah, i didn't spellcheck or proofread. i am sick, cut me some slack.
what was the last...
movie you rented: i haven't rented a movie in forever. i never return them on time and then there are late fees to deal with.
movie you bought: stand by me.
song you listened to: umm. i don't know.
song that was stuck in your head: ditto.
song you downloaded: um. i don't remember.
cd you bought: pssh. it's been so long.
cd you listened to: a perfect circle - mer de noms.
person you called: does pizza hut count ?
person that called you: pizza hut called me to tell me my pizza was here.
tv show you watched: i'm watching friends right now.
person you were thinking of: jameson.
do/what do...
you wish you could live somewhere else: i want to live in europe somewhere.
you think about suicide: nope.
you believe in online dating: eh.
others find you attractive: eh, i guess.
you want more piercings: no.
you want more tattoos: eh.
you drink: you could say that. i'm no longer a lush though.
you smoke: yeah.
you like cleaning: i hate cleaning. then sometimes i get the urge to do it and it's not so bad.
you like roller coasters: they're fun/scary.
you write in cursive or print: a combo of both, actually.
you carry a donor card: no, but i renewed my license today and i put that they can donate my organs. assuming any of them are any good.
have you...
ever cried over a guy: yes, of course.
ever lied to someone: mmhmm.
ever been in a fist fight: no.
ever been arrested: nope.
what...
shampoo: umm. some garnier fructis anti-dandruff shampoo.
perfume: country apple body spray.
shoes: good ol' chucks.
are you scared of: being alone.
number of...
times your heart was broken: a lot.
hearts you broke: 0.
people you consider enemies: none.
people from high school you stay in contact with: umm. like 3 - 4.
cds you own: a lot.
times your name has been in the paper: 0.
things in your past you regret: eh.
general stuff
name: melanie.
age: soon to be 21.
birthday: next tuesday. june 8th.
location: ridgewood/bushwick, ny.
parents names: nivia and arcides.
Siblings names: lisa, evett ferdinand and richard (notice my brothers were named after kings ?!).
pets names: igby.
appearance: right now i am gross. my face is red and puffy. i have a big red pimple on my chin. my hair is in a messy ponytail with a headband holding loose strands back. and i'm wearing old blue shorts with a grey nike t-shirt.
attractive people
most attractive person you know: fmdgnmfkfrropfhophf.
first person you thought was hot: crenforehfhfinewf.
things that make them attractive: nfioregforbgreng.
which of your friends...
drinks the most: umm. tom pig.
is the smartest: fkwnfwefoiwefbef.
is the most athletic: vmgrhewfohwefopewf.
will get married first: nkdfnbfoipbewfbe.
has bad luck with the opposite sex: fbweigqhfdofnofn.
3 things you enjoy doing
. napping.
. reading.
. laying in bed with jameson.
3 things you want to try
. fishing!
. umm.
. umm.
3 people you love
. my mom.
. my friends.
. my jameson.
3 foods you are addicted to
. chocolate.
. cheese.
. _____everything else.
3 things you hate
. work.
. waking up early.
. sweating.
3 shows you watched when you were little
. the cosby show.
. ninja turtles.
. out of this world.
3 things you regret
. vgegregergtrhrthwaefwe.
. fregthtwhwh.
. gthrh.
3 songs that you love
. 3 libras - apc.
. no lies, just love - bright eyes.
. lovesong - the cure.
3 things you always say
. hmm. interesting.
. creeeeepy.
. i funny.
3 things you are looking forward to
. jameson coming over tomorrow.
. my birthday.
. the celebration of my birthday (saturday?)
3 things you like about yourself
. eh. i funny.
. that's it.
.
3 things you dislike about yourself
. the way i look.
. the way i look when i smile.
. my lack of self esteem.
3 things that describe your personality
. somewhat obnoxious.
. caring.
. emotional.
3 things that describe your looks
. yuck.
. ew.
. gross.
3 things that scare you
. thunderstorms.
. clowns.
. that guy in identity with the bat down his throat.
3 wishes
. i wish i had a better job.
. *secret wish*
. that's it.
3 jobs you wouldn't mind having for a living
. actress.
. writer.
. barista at starbucks...oh wait...
3 favorite bands
. tbs.
. brand new.
. std.
Thirteen random things you like:
01) books!
02) soda.
03) cigarettes.
04) jameson's bed. <3
05) strawberries and cream frappucinos.
06) writing checks.
07) having no responsibilities.
08) my pretty new dress.
09) the cosby show.
10) my coke cup.
11) being under the covers.
12) reese's swoops.
13) having a bank account.
Twelve movies:
01) stand by me.
02) say anything.
04) love and sex.
05) romeo and juliet.
06) the breakfast club.
07) sixteen candles.
08) pretty in pink.
09) donnie darko.
10) i can't think of any others...
11)
12)
Eleven good bands/artists:
01) eleven ?! can i name like two ?
02) tbs.
03) brand new.
04) std.
05) the honorary title.
06) bright eyes.
07) estrela.
08) the cure.
09)
10)
11)
Ten things about you ... physically:
01) i now have short hair.
02) i have really small hands.
03) but big feet.
04) i have a big gap in between my big toes and the rest of my toes.
05) i have a bit of a wide nose.
06) my lips are thin but with a coat of clear shiny lip gloss..not so much.
07) my eyebrows have natural arches...my sister used to call me mr. spock.
08) i have a lot of scars on my legs.
09) i can't think of anything else...
10)
Nine good friends:
01) nine ?! i only have a couple.
02) jameson.
03) connie.
04) joanna.
05) emmy jo.
06) my mom. <3
07)
08)
09)
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) fettucine alfredo.
02) chicken parmisan.
03) white pizza.
04) wild cherry pepsi.
05) stuffed crust, pepperoni pizza.
06) cheddar cheese + ham sandwiches.
07) pineapple soda.
08) philadelphia rolls.
Seven things you wear daily:
01) underwear.
02) socks.
03) a bra.
04) pants.
05) shorts.
06) a t-shirt.
07) a scrunchie ... ?
Six things that annoy you:
01) being sick.
02) when pizza hut says 45 minutes when they really mean an hour and a half.
03) annoying customers.
04) alarm clocks.
05) construction outside of my window.
06) telemarketers.
Five things you touch everyday:
01) my eyes.
02) my mouth.
03) the phone.
04) cigarettes.
05) sodaaaaaa.
Four shows you watch:
01) the oc.
02) friends.
03) the cosby show.
04) saved by the bell.
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) conor oberst.
02) matthew lillard.
03) famke janssen.
Two people on lj that you have kissed
01) jameson.
02) connie ... no.
One person you could spend the rest of your life with
01) jameson.
and yeah, i didn't spellcheck or proofread. i am sick, cut me some slack.