i made the mistake today of deciding to clean. now i'm nowhere near done and i have a pile of crap on my bed. this sucks. i want my room to be all clean and neat but i'm lazy. this is when magic powers would really come in handy. why can't i just keep my room neat and not have to make an event out of cleaning it ? i guess i'm just messy by nature. ( Read more... )

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i haven't updated in a long time. a lot of shit has happened since then but i feel livejournal is too impersonal of a place to share it. i will say that the past week or so has been one of the most difficult times of my life. i am grateful for wonderful friends though, who've helped me through it and of course, jameson, for being there when i ( Read more... )

can i just say that i am fucking exhausted ? yeah, i can because i am. i got in about a half an hour ago from an 8 hour, 15 minute shift. working 8 straight hours at starbucks is bad enough but closing as well! that just fucking sucks big cock. i'm so exhausted, i just might die. we did get out 15 minutes earlier than we were supposed to though. i ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't posted in forever. i doubt anyone has noticed either way. i feel like i haven't had much time to sit online what with good books, dirty dancing, frappucinos and fornication taking up all of my time ( Read more... )

argh. i have to be "awake" soon. i have work at 5am and it's like 1:42am. at least i get done super early. i get to leave at 9am. whoo hoo. afterwards my sister is going to pick me up and we're going to the flushing library. whoo hoo. that is, if she decides she's up for it. lazy gal. then i'm going to go jameson's house for a bit and hang out ( Read more... )

i have to leave for work in like half an hour. i am so not looking forward to it. it's only four hours though. but what a random shift to give me. 5 - 9pm?! what is that?! i'm lazy and i don't want to go work on a saturday. what utter and complete crap. i hope it's so busy that time just flies by and i don't realize it's time to go home. oh yeah.

emmy jo is probably going to wonder how i got my hands on this quiz but here are my results:


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maaaaaaan. i have been trying to sleep for the last hour or so. i've been laying in bed tossing and turning, not being able to fall asleep. it's ridiculous because i am fucking exhausted and i need to be up at 5:30am. it would help if jameson were here. i seem to fall asleep a lot more comfortably and at ease when he's sleeping next to me. argh. ( Read more... )