I have written. But none of them like this.

May 04, 2006 15:59

I have written countless entries about this two-year-old loss that I have been lugging around in my emotional baggage. And yet, N entries later, I still find it tugging at my heart the same way as when I first heard of the terrible news that changed my life. Of course, two years later, I am better. Much better. But there are inevitable times when ( Read more... )

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im_sooo_vain May 4 2006, 01:42:57 UTC
wow. *takes a deep breath*

"I wonder if I will ever have that same impact even on just ONE person."
you have sarah. two in fact. berny and i can never thank you how much you have shown us the meaning of friendship. we became stronger and better friends because of you. and you know that. so thank you

and sars, never think for a second to blame yourself for anything. no one saw it coming. it was an accident. she loves you tremendously. and she would never ever want you to blame yourself for what was out of our hands.

we all miss her. and i bet right now she's with God looking down on us and smiling. [God i miss that smile of hers!]

i love you sars! and if you ever need to talk, you know im here. >:D<

to cam.

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lovepassionfury May 4 2006, 02:45:15 UTC
Cheers. I love you, Nek! Fo' shiz!

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im_sooo_vain May 4 2006, 03:35:20 UTC
oh sars! you're so "African American!" hahahaha!! >:D

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lovepassionfury May 4 2006, 20:30:05 UTC
Yeah, I'm so "African-American." Sabi nya, the right word daw is "n*gger." THE NERVE! =))

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lovepassionfury May 4 2006, 20:30:38 UTC
Awwww. I love you, Tala!!!! Next week. :)

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sikakaako May 6 2006, 15:45:58 UTC
pare. i miss her too. you didnt leave her. i did. admittedly. magkakasama dapat tayo diba? tangina.

i love you.

i love you cam.

and im sorry

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lovepassionfury May 7 2006, 03:26:58 UTC
Ano ka ba. Wala na yun.

And I have surrendered to the fact that all of us, whether in/directly, had our own set of failures.

She loves you.

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hey sarah paopi May 9 2006, 11:32:57 UTC
i read your entry and i just wanted to tell you that i'm here for you if i could do something... no matter how much we fought. please don't forget me as a friend. take care...

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Re: hey sarah lovepassionfury May 9 2006, 20:36:24 UTC
Whoa.. Thanks, Pao. Super.

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ext_4883058 November 11 2018, 06:21:54 UTC
Umm i know this is from a long time ago but, I was just wondering if you had any photos of her? I used to sit on the gate of her grave on manila south cemetery and I saw and hear others especially the ones who were residing there about her.. What happened to her by the way? I heard that she committed suicide.. It's so sad, she could have lived longer and probably have a family as of the moment.. Feel free to contact me, thank you

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