I love you. Like Nin loves Wally, even though he won't say it, or Pen loves Fred, or Roger loves Sadie. I love more than naked Ryan Phillippe in a vat of chocolate pudding. I love you so much I cry at the thought of never writing with you or losing contact with you or just because I know you cried. And that doesn't answer any of your questions presented above. The only one I can answer is the divorce one. I don't know why my parents got married. I've never seen a marriage work. I wonder if I'm the way I am because they never should have gotten together. Opposites may attract, but what do they make? I try to remember when we were a happy family and all I can really remember is the last year they were together with all the fights and how I spent nights crying and how I saw the divorce coming before I think it even formulated in my mom's head. How dad told me he was leaving my mom when I graduated and I thought that was a shit thing to do. As a child of divorce, I can tell you why I'm selfish. Because I feel I've been cheated. Because I
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Jacque I just want you to know how much I love you and that even though there's nothing I can do I'm always going to be here. And now I'm crying because as much as I've tried to deny it; we aren't as close as we were and we're drifting apart and I don't even know what to say. I've always been selfish and always managed to turn your problems into mine and I've been trying so hard not to do that lately but apparently it's not working and I just feel so... I don't know. I can't answer any of your questions because I barely know anything about you like everyone else does because I spend all the time talking about myself and I just want you to remember that you will always, ALWAYS be my hero and the best writer I know and the most talented person I know, and most importantly - my best friend, Jacqueline Haley Boucher. Even if it means nothing now, I just wanted you to know. I'll love you forever and do anything that I can for you.
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-Heather.
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And I think that you are one of the coolest people ever.
And I love you.
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