I couldn't stop crying. I thought in my mind that I needed to do that, everything I thought in my mind was wrong, because my heart wanted you this whole time. I scrambled things and just shouldn't have done that and all I wanted to say was I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you in any way. I don't want out...but I thought that you did. I always find myself thinking low of myself ALWAYS...and I guess that was my problem. I think I did take a lil more serious than I should have, but that's just how I am. I felt like I was never really me sometimes. I felt like you did too, on the defense at times. I was scared and I still am because I don't want to lose you, I should've followed my heart instead of my mind. I love you so so so much...and I don't know what else to say.... I'm sorry......
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