Why do I let you fuck with my head so bad!

So I was thinking about different things that remind me of different people so I kinda feel like making a list ( Read more... )

Saturday will be two years since Trent died. I've been thinking about it a lot. I cried for a few hours the other night. I just miss him so much. I know I'll never fully get over it but I still don't really know how to feel. I don't want to be all sad on Saturday if I do end up going to John's. It's just hard. Losing someone so unexpectly. When you ( Read more... )

I get close to people and then I leave. Sorry about that everyone.

Over the past few weeks, reading what different people have posted, commented, or just said, it really got me thinking. So what if someone is closer to someone else than you. Since it's not hurting anyone, I'm gonna use names and not be shady. So what if Jade is closer to Mikhail than I am. I love them both. They love me. It's not like well now I ( Read more... )

I can smell the way you smell on my shirt from when you held me. And the strenght in your arms. I see the look in your eyes when I said I had to leave. So then why is it so easy for you?

I'm so fucking irate right now. I can't even begin to decribe. I have never been this pissed about ignorant people. Fucking christ. So basically what happened...Phil shoots off with wanting to "shoot and kill all the sand niggers" "Don't want a fuckin rag head for president" Just going off and being fucking stupid. It just pissed me the fuck off. I ( Read more... )

I Have no subject because I don't entirely know what I'm writing about. Reading Serra's post make me think about how many times I wish I was somewhere else. Somewhere new. But running away doesn't make anything better. I tried that. The same thoughts still run through your head. I keep feeling like I'm about to burst into tears but I don't know how ( Read more... )

Most of the people against abortion are Republicans. I know not all but statically most. Those people are also the people against gay marriage, goverment funding, and welfare ( Read more... )

Now I'm crying...The memorial is on my dad's birthday. My poor parents. They got shafted. Their birthday's both pretty much sucked or is going to suck. I feel so bad. I wish I could make everything better. My dad pretty much doesn't have anyone besides us and his sister now. Pretty sure I hate life right now...not really..but still...