I Got a random burst of emotion. I don't want to ramble but you wanna know just ask me. Really all I want right now is a hug...

I made a list of things that made me happy awhile ago so I decided to re-post it because I started thinking about Johnnie. The more I think about it the more it makes me mad so this is my way of making myself feel better ( Read more... )

Jake started is first day at BiMart. I'm happy for him. He needed a new job. Every job he's gone out for his gotten. I mean that's only four but still... He needs to think better of himself. But I guess we all under estimate ourselfs sometimes. So I love Jay-R. That's nothing new but I decided to state it. Of all of my friendship , the one I have ( Read more... )

I don't know why my mom decided she hated me. All this week nothing I did was good enough or anything I say is stupid. I don't get it. Like tonight...All I said was the Kitchen Aid thing that was pink because if you get one $50 goes to a cancer fund was cool but all she could say was there's not point in getting it, what would I do with, where ( Read more... )

Yeah so I finally decided to write something. I'm so over emotional. That's basically the only way I can explain how I feel. I don't know if I'm insecure or really what I'm insecure about. Of course I can't stop thinknig about Johnnie. Tarah talks to him a lot and really now I can too but I don't want to. I love him but I don't want him to come ( Read more... )