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I ran into Cole in the New Orleans airport on my way home. This all makes the world a better place.

I'm amazed that I've made it through the past few days on the small amount of sleep I've gotten.  It's getting harder and harder to keep my eyelids open.  Yesterday I did all of my laundry, met with the author, scored some free velvet armchairs (yay) and then met up with Cole, Kelsey, Ryan, Rachel, Sara, Jeff, Ed, and three of Cole's friends from ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow for Seattle.  I'm growing less and less excited about this trip.  Thinking about the 8 hour flight, the 2 hour layover in Salt Lake City and 10 fucking days sharing such close proximity to my parents all make me kind of not want to go.

This trip is going to put me behind financially.  Coming back home to 2 missed paychecks and one ( Read more... )

I'm almost certain that Jack and I are never speaking again after that last conversation.  Ironically, if he had waited 30 minutes longer to call me, the last time we spoke would have been on our 3-year anniversary ( Read more... )

Cole and I slept together last night.  Nothing happened.  We didn't even kiss.  We simply shared a bed.  We've done it once before but we were so drunk that first time that emotions were all over the place.  This time is was so natural and relaxing.  It was like we've slept together every night of our lives.  I had no trouble sleeping.  He wrapped ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much tired all the time now.

I fell asleep watching Last of the Mohicans at Cole's place the other night.  I nod off at work all the time.  I never want to get out of bed in the morning.  It's just an ongoing sleep deprivation that I'm trying to fight.

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Booze is the best. Preparing for Whitney's big B-day bash tomorrow night.

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