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[loverboypunk]

i wanna get the fuck outa az. soon. sooon. soon.

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[combatchuck]

hey watch the language...... i thought as a christian we were supposed to set the example... am i wrong?

[loverboypunk]

whoopsie daisy i guess.

i dont know what terms im on with god. sounds werid coming from a ministers kid huh? im just.. confused? aggrivated? angry? who knows.

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[combatchuck]

if u ever need to talk .. im here.

[loverboypunk]

oh chuck, where did that come from?

[loverboypunk]

I know i know, your like my brother chuck, i love ya. but ya see, i dunno, i feel.. out of place, and stuf when im at church, i dont like going, i dont know if im even on good terms with god. its sorta scary, but thinking about it.. is scarier. I dont know what ill do, who knows. I dont know what i feel but all i know is god.. rather I am drifting away.

[nerdb0y]

dude.

talk

to

God.

you dont have to be on bad terms with God, he'll fix it babe, just ask. he's cool like that. he's like the cool grandpa that likes to spoil his grandkids. take it easy chica.

[loverboypunk]

its just....oi.

ill try.

i feel out of place when i do.

but, thank you... really.

<3 you hun

problem here.

[loverboypunk]

I dont know what to say.

sad. i know, but.. i dont.

[loverboypunk]

nick, thanks. really. im not gonna shrug it off. i just dont know. ya know, its like over the summer i became a christian. but like ive been a "christian" since, forever. i just.. well, stuffs happened in my life. stuff where i blamed him, but i know i shouldnt have. things led to depression and depression.. oi. for a like 2 years. yeah im happy now, i just..in the process.. sorta lost touch with god. he hasnt lost touch with me, its just, well, mayba ive put up a wall between us, trying to block him out. im not sure.

do you know what i mean?

thank you.. seriously.. thanks so much.

<3, Jordan

[nerdb0y]

i know whatcha mean. stuff's happened like that with me...it's only human to blame and doubt God. but HEY, we arent perfect, and God knows that, cuz he's awesome like that. soooo...yeah, its not too late to "rekindle" the flame or whatever...k i'll shut up now.

[loverboypunk]

god, nick, you make me think. (in a good way!!)
i have a feeling i wont be able to forget *srug off* what you said.

[combatchuck]

nick, i dont know u . but what u've said is really awesome. jordan just pray and if u still dont feel as if you're close to God but you still want him. maybe u should re-dedicate your life to Him... think 'bout it.

[loverboypunk]

charles, ive done that. not like just now, but i have. i cant explain.

[loverboypunk]

rededication isnt the answer to everything tho that goes wrong in your spiritul life.

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[combatchuck]

i know..... but after ur done praying and thinking and working thru it... thats usually what u do... i was just going by what i know.