i needed a change. i changed my username to xxtakeme_away . so delete loversand_liars and add that one. i also have a totally new look for my journal now. thanks to the lovely &talented, celena, strawberrypiexo ;]

The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.

i feel utterly inadequate right now &totally unwanted. these pills are no longer working, the chalky blue ones they give me. i'm falling oh so deep into a dream which will never come true. drowning myself in things which can never be. there's a picture on my windowsill, collecting dust, fading away. one day that picture will be replaced by another ( Read more... )

Well, Since I have writers block.. or.. just never had the talent to write in the first place I have nothing more to put in here... so I will leave you with somethign written by the lovely Rachel Legare.
the earth shudders and shakes while you dream of a heaven so far away from this cold reality. How i would love to join you on your magical journey ( Read more... )

Hmmm, I changed the layout a little bit. I dunno if I liked it though. I really liked the picture, but I can't make it match with the rest of my layout. If anyone has any suggestions or wants to fix it for me ... let me know. Heh.

Hey, Guess what. Boys are stupid.

( &i will be singing... )

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I do not like this.

I don't want to feel this feeling.....

I don't want to feel anymore...

Back then the stars were like angels to me. I stared at the clear night skies until the blackness swam at my eyes &spun out spirals of stars. A night sky was a huge thing, like the horizon that stretched out &circled me with air. I saw shooting stars fall like the dying candles on my birthday cake. Wisps of something beautiful torn away....