"You're out of here. No, you're not out till you're 18 cause i don't want to get in trouble for kicking you out now. But as soon as you're 18 you're out of here. I don't care if you can afford it. I don't care how much you've fucked your life up. You're out. I wish I could make you leave now, I don't even want to deal with you anymore."

"You're a ( Read more... )

So, we didn't hit it off well in the beginning. I guess that's the way it was supposed to be. She sat at the table diagonal from me every other day. I remember thinking to myself, "Who could ever be this attention deprived?" I knew it was wrong to think something like that about someone who had never done ANYTHING to me. But, I was an immature ( Read more... )

My drunk &angry slur means NOTHING to you...

I can still see your name;

written in the frost on my window.

I can still hear your voice;

it whispers in the dreadful winter wind.

...you've been gone so long.

you're never coming back.

But I can still remember our promises.

Our secrets, &dreams about a perfect future.

When I am lost -- I can feel you.

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So, Maybe I do live my life through lyric... what is it to you?

I just got off the phone with Rachel. We had a very deep//meaningful conversation about beauty, life, evil, life in other countries... &of course we couldn't leave out the topic of boys. Heh, But it was weird. Because... I'm not the most deep thinker...

Not much has happened lately ( Read more... )

For the lack of better things to talk about.....

What did the blonde's left leg say to her right leg?
Nothing, They've never met!!

Hahaha.. Hmmm, i'm funny?

.....Yeahhhhhh, this is about how my week has gone.

Even if you don't want to speak tonight, that's alright... alright with me...

Another day goes without any change ( Read more... )

I have an image tucked in the back of my mind. It somehow brings me comfort, &I can't grasp a logical reason of why. I find it easier to imagine my life in the hands of another. I'll let them do everything for me. Like a puppet, or a rag doll. Maybe I don't trust myself. Maybe I believe I'm going to screw my own life up....

It doesn't feel like I ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Here are some pictures. I'm bored.

http://youllthinkofme.funtigo.com

Bleh. I did some stuff last night that I probably should not have done. &now i'm sorry. I regret almost all of it, but hey.. watcha gonna do? We all screw up sometimes. Just.... some more than others. Hah. So, today my mom gets home. *joy* I have to clean the house or she's going to shit a brick. &i literally feel like I have been hit by a train. I ( Read more... )