material things are no longer important. these past few days i have had lots and lots of time to think.  i thought a lot about people. the human race is just killing off one another and for what...material things... or things as stupid as religion. does religion not say though shall not kill? i just think the human race is  just a huge joke. ( Read more... )

a boy with potential, facial hair and amazing eyes. a boy who is worth it and can KEEP MY attention longer than a month. happiness is not a fad.

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i'm happy.

i dont wanna be hurt. trust issues

sucks that my friends knew "it" was happening and i was oblivious. but that is what happens when the friends you thought you had are shitty. phone calls being ignored. its okay. i think this needed to happen to get me out of the life that i was half apart of. the people who WILL go nowhere but stay in this town of a prison. but yes, i did look like ( Read more... )

got a good nights sleep. life is amazing. i'm getting pierced this weekend:)

i want everything to be okay again. my life is coming together i know who i am...i just want us all to be ok again. please. i think it would be for the better.

this is why i have anxiety.

something i miss a lot. my anxiety is getting worse. i keep telling myself its all in my head. but every night the dreams keep getting worse. pills aren't helping anymore. i dont't know whats wrong with me. its making me crazy. im constantly light-headed my vision is blurry. its hard to eat. i cry for no reason. the pills aren't working. i need to ( Read more... )