the past couple weeks have been great ( Read more... )

having all the freedom in the world is great.
until there's no one to come home to.

my birthday is soon.
dont forget about me.

were going to party so hard when my brother comes out on wednesday.

be prepaired.

ami. you seriously make life worth living.

so 13 days until im 21.
i know its a monday night.
but anyone can come and join us in he drinking festivities if your 21+
ill hang with everone else on the weekend.

8 days till my brother comes out and im so stoked.

im really really lonely.
it fucking sucks.
freal.

my tatt is beautiful.

i win.

starting another tattoo next thursday.
very excited.

my brother is coming out on the 6/6 for my birthday.
6/11 i will be 21 and im getting drunk
the night before is interpol/grand ole party/kings of leon

im reaaaaallllly excited.

i wish i had other good news. but i dont. work is the same and life pretty much is the same.

im pretty happy at the

someone get me out of this.

im tired of doing it myself.

well i have to start paying rent in june. $200 a month.
kinda lame.

otherwise

things are ok.
but i just have this horrible sense that something is missing.
its a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach
its been there for about a month.

hmm..

friends make everything better.

thank you guys.

♥

im doing better.
im not really happy.
but im not super sad anymore for the most part.
just trying to stay busy.

got a new job working full time as a stylist at Mastercuts in plaza bonita. WOO
its fun and im always busy.

been doing lots of hanging out till the wee hours of the morning.

erm. im doing ok i suppose.

i'm alone.
and it hurts so bad.
it's the worst thing to ever feel.
i just want it to go away.
i don't know what to do.

i'll be under a rock if you need me.