fuck today.

[loves1stvictim]

1 more day!
it seems like forever
okay, well like 3 weeks, but still

and my fucking mom WILL let me go.
we're not doing so well, we haven't been for a while
but i guess she's finally realizing that
and she's trying to care, but i don't.
i feel bad saying this because i know there are a few of my friends who don't have their mothers
for different reasons.

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[crazyhugo]

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I'm sorry. I kinda knows how that feels except when my parents bug me I just nod and say yeah.... lol.
Why's tmrw going to be better?

[loves1stvictim]

yea i think you know what's going on
more than whati said in this entry but yea
and i tried that and there was still something wrong with it
then i tried just not talking to her, which works the best for me, and she got mad cause 'it seemed like i had no communication skills with her'
ugh whatever.
i just can't wait to move out. lol
ddduuuuuhhhh jamalwoman.
tomorrow is going to be better cause i finally get to see my scott. :)
it's been since taste of chaos. lol
<3

[crazyhugo]

lol, nice.
did i see this scott there? I don't remember seeing anyone I didn't know.... well not really. but whatever.
and the thing about your mom, i guess that works most of the time, maybe you should try talking to her once in a while about random topics, like dinner and shit.... that... sometimes works for me, except when she brings other shit up, which is really annoying.

[loves1stvictim]

haha yep.
no i don't think you got to meet him.
but i'm sure you will eventually.

my mom is just ...
yea, you know what i mean
but i guess that wouldn't hurt to talk to her every now and then.
i just don't want to cause EVERYTIME we talk, she has something to say that completely pisses me off.
but whatever, i guess this is growing up.

[_neverwasenough]

I looooove you.
and you need to hang out with me soon.
Were going to the fair sat. if you wanna go.
I misssss you sooooo effing much.
Come live with me.
and I will adopt you.
and you can live under my bed.
and read me scary stories.
hehe.
MUAH!!! Call me<33

♥

[loves1stvictim]

i looooove you toooo cassiebear.
and yes, we DEFINITELY need to hang out soon.
i'm suppost to go to the fair tomorrow anyways to see Scott.
but i'm not too sure if the mother is going to allow that.
then again, if Kat asks ... she'll give in. haha
i would LLLLOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE it if i could move in with you
and live under your bed, and read you scary stories! lol
hahaha. tell mommy i miss her too. and i love her.
i'll call you soon boo.
<3

[nueterbrain]

Alright, so I'm going to tell you how understanding I am about everything you're going through..

I went through the exactsame thing. You would be amazed at the similarities

[loves1stvictim]

yea i know what you're saying. and i've had a lot of people tell me that if i was to ever lose her, i'd miss her. but right now, i don't ever see myself missing her for any reason at all