fuckin spring break
okay well i havent updated in a few days
but do i give a fuck??? of course not.
friday-
stayed home.
was fucking sick, again.
drank a few smirnoff's
went to bed kinda early
saturday-
slept until like 11
got up, got shower
got online and shit
mom left at like 3 to take allen and wendy somewhere
found the alcohol, didn't have much though.
Kat and AJ came and picked me up
we went cak to Kat's dads
Corey and Chad came over
Corey pissed out of the second story window, on AJ's hat.
decided to break up with Ben
just chilled at Kat's dads with Kat, AJ, Corey and Chad
when Chad and Corey left at like 2 or something, Chad ran over this little tree in the yard
cause he's a dumbass.
went to sleep.
sunday-
got up
AJ went home
went back to sleep for a little bit
got up, chilled around the house
got kinda high
Chris called, also high. lol
stayed up talking about dumb shit, AKA life as we know it
went to sleep around like 1
monday-
got up
came home
chilled a little while
went downtown with Kat
we played in the rain; funny as hell
came back to my house and waited for Kat's mom to get here
went back to Kat's
Max and Carson called and wanted to hang out
we ended up going over there
had a few shots; Max and Carson were already fucked when we got there
Carson doesn't even remember us going over there ... Kat and i find that pretty funny
uhhh yea chilled there for a few hours
walked back to Kat's at like 1:30 in the morning ... funny as hell, wow
sleep.
tuesday-
got up at like 9:30
went to the doctor with Kat's mom
Kat and i went to the bagel place
got whistled at and shit on Orange Ave
i yelled at some fuckin mexicans for staring
had bagels
left the doctors
went to Kat's and chilled
went to my house at like 4
ended up going back to Kat's at like 12
went to some party in longwood
got home around 3:30 in the morning
talked a little
went to bed just before daylight
wednesday-
slept literally all day
got up at like 4:45
my mom called
got in an argument, surprise
she unexpectedly showed up at Kat's to get me
argued the whole way home
went to my aunt's; picked up my cousin
came home
everyone left
got wasted
and im going to bed in a few.
NOW
all you fuckers that took time to read that, congratulations im glad you entertained yourself
but really, you're all assholes and need to stay the fuck out of my life.
i've gotten to the point where i just don't care anymore.
im fuckin tired of hearing 'ashlee don't drink, its not good for you'
or 'ashlee, do this and do that' or that ive been a careless bitch the past month or so
I DON'T FUCKIN CARE WHAT YOU ASSHOLES THINK
and i wont conform to what you all want me to be
so what if what im doing in my life right now, 'isnt the best thing for me'
is that going to stop me?! FUCK NO!
you've gotta live life to the fullest and live each day like it's the last,
cause you don't know when your last day will be.
if you don't agree with me drinking ... fuck you.
if you don't agree with me smoking every now and then ... fuck you. i don't really like smoking all that much, it just relieves stress and helps at the moment.
if you don't agree with some of the things i do or say ... fuck you.
if you don't agree with anything about me ... guess what? ... fuck you, i don't care.
i am who i am ... and no one can change that, i don't want to be like any of you and i'm not.
for once, i'm living life the way I want to live it
without care and without worry
without knowing or caring what happens tomorrow
and just not expecting anything
and this is the way it's going to be