waste of time
waste of effort
waste of tears
waste of words
waste of actions
waste of feelings.

a lot of things don't make sense. or add up.
but life goes on =]

i'm ready to learn from all of my mistakes and move on now.

well -

haven't updated like all week...

MONDAY consisted of pretty much nothing..i don't remember much so i'm guessing i didnt do anything.
TUESDAY was more job hunting, the wonderful world of target with kraig and actually getting a job! i now work at cici's. i'm getting a call monday, so we'll see what happens from therrrrrre. && then spencer ( Read more... )

alriiiight well yesterday was Grand. capital G.

i got to see all my bff's =] =]

i picked kelso up around 330 [i was a little late due to fag truck with a trailor going 10 mph] aaaand we went to maggie moos. saw torii from dance. that girl is so nice and i am declaring my love for her right now. then kraig surprised us with a surprise visit which ( Read more... )

florida was great. aaaaaaas always. 
i loved swimming with dolphins. i hated the daytona nascar race. here's what that place is: a bunch of drunk uncontrollable hicks that run around yelling "F**K YOU!" to people who like drivers they dont like and "I LOVE YOU F****R!" to people that dont. and that's just the men. the women - EW. they're fat and ( Read more... )

this week has been a little too insane for my taste.

dance practice everyday from 1-4, then kiddie camp from 6-830. oy. 
but todayyy...equals FREEDOM. i'm deffff leaving for florida around 3pm. and i couldn't be more excited.
i can finally get some SUN, because gay wad stafford decided to rain everyday this week. 
negatives: 
i have not seen kelsey or ( Read more... )

TODAY WILL BE GREAT! I'M LYING!

couldn't sleep last night. woke up way too early. no waffles for breakfast. and i'm bored bored bored.

i have nothing to do until 3, when i have to leave for dance. and the plan is for me to drive myself, butttttt my parents don't think i know how to drive in the rain. and i think. they're dumb.

AND I NEED A JOB.

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yeahhhh summer has comme ( Read more... )

yess the subject is bipolar because that's what my mother is.

anyways i thought it'd be fun to update on this lovely 6.6.06. day. today was okay. nothing special happened. french consisted of a quiz that i got a 104% on =]. english was gay, james kept saying he loved the devil. freak. in history chris and i entertained ourselves with his amazing ( Read more... )

make this thing sexyyyy!!

<3 michelle [your bestest friend in the whole wide world]