To lay on my back right next to you
To look at the stars and see them shine
To feel the cool breeze blow through my hair
To feel your warmth so close
To know your there without seeing you
To feel your love without spoken words
To have the silence that screams
To feel your whisper in my ear
To feel close to you
Is what I dream

The shivers run through my body and the cold wind blows
The light snowflakes fall gently into our hair
Your arms around me are the only thing to comfort me
Everything around me seems dark and cold
I peak through your arms just to see more disappointment
Everyone might say I can't isolate myself from the rest of the world
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She sits in the car listening to her ramble about nothing
Catching a glimpse of the changes that have occurred
Thinking thoughtfully about how nothing is the same
She took one step towards a new happiness
She took one step towards a new life
Wishing nothing would have changed with the old
Maybe she can't have both your old and new lives
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The mess, the chaos is everywhere
My stress overwhelms me
From every angle my pain surrounds me
I want to run and run and never stop
I scream into my pillow
The tears fall until there are no more
My dreams no longer seem a prayer away
Reaching out for someone who is not there
Crying over a lost friend
Holding my hands out for no one to grab
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Smiling brightly, too bad its fake
Laughing about everything, too bad its fake too
Designer clothes, do they really matter?
Purses that really aren't THAT cute?
Status, whats it going to matter in five years?
Living life for popularity and parties
Does that really matter?
Our environment is fake!
Dropping a friend for a guy
You'll break up anyways
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It hurts
I'm no longer happy
When I see you in the halls
All over your cute lil boyfriend
My stomach does a flip-flop
My heart cringes
My eyes swell up once again
I want it to go away
You said you didn't even do anything
I'm not going to let on I care
It hurts too bad for that

Broke my heart about six months ago
 This weekend showed me more than I cared to see
 Why did I care those many months ago
 Why did I think something would ever happen
 Why did I feed the hope when it turned around and bit me in the face
 So much for the close friends "we are" that you felt like you had to lie to me
 You had to use me to get to.. ( Read more... )

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The feeling I have, You'll never feel
 What you see is the surface
 What you don't know is everything
 Don't you hate when life is perfect
 Everything is going your way
 Your life seems to not be able get any better
 Yet then someone steps in
 Someone makes that comment
 Someone does that action
 The comment makes ur wonderful feeling be put on hold ( Read more... )

I thought I saw something
I blew it off
I mean come on,  friends right?
Made my feelings known
Turned out to be some bit of a mess
But those thoughts had to come out
Today you might have pushed the wrong button
Yet again...
I won't blow it off this time
I won't watch as you walk away with him
Sorry but if you want to play my game
Here we go!