hmm jarrods funeral very was emotianl but some true words where spoken just say no plz if i lost ne one else of and od i would be chrushed this week should be good i cant wait till x mas!!

Ashleigh

Ryan be careful

i was wrong about the robetussin it was the herion he stayed off for so long i went to his wake looking at him made me cry cuz he looked at peace but was he really dying for somthing he didint really wanna be on just a few hours of beaing high was it really worth it now and i think if he was still alive he would of said it dumb but one time he told ( Read more... )

as if ne of u didnt know my cuzins and my friend passed away two nites ago on an over dose of robetussin im gonna miss him so much and when i found out it hurt so bad i mite of not knowen him like my cuzins did but it didint take me a long time to realize how much i cought on to liking him and how much he made me life better the reason his death ( Read more... )

u know what maybe i do need to calm down i need to show ppl i dont care ne more cuz everytime i trust someone they break my trust its happend through my whole life u never know who ur real friends are till the end theyll show u... and ull show them i really do need my friends they make me life easier when i need a shoulder to lean on their there ( Read more... )

im sick still today haha and im tired of everything.. blah blah im tired of life and how i live the same boring thing everyday the only thing i look forward to is smoking.. hah gay i know but im lame and i have no life lol and i like good shows and their is anthor one on friday i wanna go to!! ha oo yes i feel very lonely i need someone in life.. ( Read more... )

this weekend was great hah the show was good and i dont care what ne one says korye did amazing i think his singing is soo awsome im not mentioing ne thing else about the show except im glad derek is my best friend he makes me laugh all the time lol hah well i started home school and i like it alot im doing so much better... my thoart hurts hmm ( Read more... )

so i think its funny one minute im flirting and the ne xt im jelouse one i wasent flirting with jermain and it was a joke second im not jelous of rob just thought i would tell u every time i do somthing its out of joking matter! well ne ways ya im going to go now lol ne one on my space i got new pictures comment on them!!

why do ppl have to be such big bastards!!!!

im confused amoung more then anyone could think
im a little depressed to.. was i not clear when i said
i liked u!

im going

well i havent done this in a while but since im feeling down and everything else i wanna get it out well i didint go to the dead to fall show but everything else that nite went ok... except i havent heard from that person since and i just want them to know how i feel cuz im sure they dont care but i care about them and i could make them happy i ( Read more... )

yesterday i thought would be a boring day me and lane where gonna ge picked up by stepahnie and her boyfriend and go to i hop to see if jake was working cuz i havent talked to him and he wasent working so me and lane where waiting to leave then steph wanted to go to fazolies and i saw the sexiest girl ever melissa smart in her sexy uniform well we ( Read more... )