XEmceeSquaredX (9:46:29 PM): nooo ( Read more... )

To all my "friends" that call themselves friends. Simply because i've known you for a while I could..wait there goes another one, another reason why i'm not myself right? I can't be myself. I never listen, I don't care, i'm just a fucking retard to you; I could say that in the end the people that fuck you over are the ones you let get close to you ( Read more... )

Friday was the shit, went to the mall with some friends and had a good time. Saturday was cool too and tomorrow i'm sleeping all day.

I want to meet new people. Form another group. Hopefully next year..

I'm happy. I don't need to have a reason. Didn't do much today, and yet...happy. That sounds good. Going out tomorrow and don't care about much else for now.

Well, I had some shit to say before; lol actually alot of shit on my mind, especially today. Um..It was bad, then good, then bad, and more bad lol. The best part of the day was my 5th period which always seems to get me in a good mood, and talking to Carolina on the phone. We really opened on to alot of things that have been bothering us. I could ( Read more... )

Ok, so I went to school today [ boring like always ]. Amanda decided to make a rap about Geometry. We had nothing else better to do since we're both failing that class and simply don't bother to work. She wrote some funny shit; can't really remember now. All I remember was her saying some shit about the teacher giving everyone some of her juices ( Read more... )

Slowly thinking of what I should really say. I don't want to confuse him anymore, moreso myself. He knows so much but little at the same time; how could I be so fucking stupid. I tell myself how low I really put myself. I try to feel it more than just say it. It makes room for change. Kind of an argument that won't really get anywhere. She stops ( Read more... )

Things in life are fucking great. Shit happens but who the fuck cares. I love the way shit is right now and I wouldn't trade it for anything. If things do happen to get fucked up, oh well, I could live. I can't wait for tomorrow. I could pretend I was never there. I confuse myself. I can't explain myself. I love it though. If I did know what was ( Read more... )

Finally, it's 1:06am and now is when I finish my LJ. So much time wasted on this shit and I don't even know what to write for my first entry; The only thing I could think about at the moment is Victor, and how he's coming over my house tomorrow. Yea..im fucking tired!!