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[lovessuicidexx]

I AM THE WORST FUCKING MOTHER EVER. ZACKS JAUNDICE IS UP TO 12.9 AGAIN. I CANT DO ANYTHING TO MAKE HIM BETTER. THEY KEEP SAYING HE'S GETTING BETTER AND HE'S NOT!!!!! HE NEVER WILL. HE'D BE A LOT BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME IN HIS LIFE AND AS HIS MOTHER. I FUCKING HATE LIFE. I JUST WANT TO DIE.

PRAYING DOESNT HELP AT ALL.

Comments

[i_didnt__scream]

omg!!
dont say that jodi!!!
youre a good mom!!!
ilu

[xxxall_alonexxx]

No!!!! Jodi your not a Bad mother!!! NOT A CHANCE IN HELL!!!,Everytime you say that you are fuckin lying to your self, everyone knows it and i think you do too... You love that boy more than anything in the world, thats more than some mothers can say. You Love lil Z no matter what, that right there makes you the best mother he can have! You can blame you self for evey thing that happens to him in his life. You can control every askpect of his life;even though you would like to.When he comes home from college to do his laundry, and he has a cold you cant blame your self. Things in life happen you can change them but you can adjust to them..... He would be lost with out you! you love him and he loves you!... Who will be there to comfort him? Who will he come to for for help with his problems? Who will love him even if hes done something bad? Who will he look up to? Who will stay up with me and watch him sleep? Who will worrie about him when other people are holding him? Who will miss him even though he is right next to him? Who will

[thinkofmenomore]

Im sure your a wonderful motherrr<3
Things will get better Jodi!
And..I really wanna see you,and your cute little Zack..
Soo call me!
426-7034,seriously!

[_____annihilate]

Jodi baby, Noah had severe jaundice for almost three months, it doesn't go away instantly, it wont kill him, he'll be fine, it doesn't make you a bad mother, it's just a waiting game.
We need to spend some time together.. Lets make plans. I love you, feel beter.
<33

[anlovesaidno666]

omg jodi thats not ur fault your not a bad mom dont say that!!!