It's amazing how much more beautiful the world is when you see everything but all you hear is music ( Read more... )

It's 12:22 am, I'm drinking a Pepsi (rarity) and I should be in bed for I have a lab at 8 tomorrow morning...

Hm.. Whatever, I'm good =D

This morning I woke up and I felt great. I took a shower, washed my face, turned in iTunes and began my day. The songs that played all inspired me.

I realized that I just have to keep moving, and that all the things I've done thus far in... Certain matters... Have been wise. I just have to wait for him to realize how much I care =D

I think I just made one of the biggest mistakes of my life

It has been brought to my attention that someone unauthorized has been looking at my journal, or something like it, because it's the only place that the person could've found the information I was told about. So here's to a forever friend's only journal, because nothing like this has happened before. And for my special visitor ( Read more... )

Today, two retarded women came into Starbucks. Instantly I had to safeguard myself against that part of me that used to laugh oh so immaturely, because that's what all the other boys did. I watched them as they made their order, talked to each other, helped each other, and it only filled me with a sort of joy... Sort of ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Molly's surprise party. Of course, I was it's core, its heartbeat and everyone loved and adored me but I was like "No, this is all for Molly!" and their attention was turned to the golden statue I had forged in her image =P ( Read more... )

When I open the bible and I look at Leviticus 18:22, I stare at it, I read it and I take the words in, absorb them into my being. But something about it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't ring true in my head. I don't know if my heart is holding me back from accepting the "whole" truth to protect me and allow me to keep living with as little ( Read more... )

I'm gonna swallow my pride ( Read more... )

Have you ever stopped and wondered why you really wanted someone so bad? You can imagine all the comfort they give and the overwhelming emotions of completion and attraction, then think of all the things they've done, their past, their present, and the future they imagine and know exactly why you shouldn't, but it still all doesn't make sense ( Read more... )