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I am tired of work and school. I think I may be going through a transitioning period in my life. You know, figuring out what really matters and discovering the truth behind the lies I have been told of the world since I was a young child...
*Adults are no more responsible than a child. You can not depend on them anymore you could a kid in highschool...in fact if you find the right kid you may be better off. They may not have discovered that there are very few mistakes that can not be remedied with minimal consequence and therefore is not all that important to get it right in the first place.
*Although school will help you get a better job, it doesn't actually matter how well you do. A's will only provide personal satisfaction...I'm a couple years to late for this realization.
*The people running the world are just like me. There may be leaders of foreign countries that are of equal or lesser intelligence to myself.
*This is when we decide what it is that we want out of life. Not what we want to be or where we want to be but how we want to feel. It has been brought to my attention that our lives(actions) have already been planned out for us right before our eyes. The guilt we feel for not having a job, not going to school, not being able to afford to provide the materialistic things that we are supposed to be able to is this plan failing to unfold in the manner that is was meant to. We never decided how that was going to be though. It was decided for us.
*This is it. There is nothing bigger.
*We are very tiny creatures on this Earth. The Earth is a very tiny planet in the galaxy. The galaxy is a very small system in the universe. The universe is infinite... Most of us will never leave this planet. Some of us may never leave this country and, in fact, some people may never even leave their city. It's a very small cage we so willingly and happily live in but do you ever feel claustrophobic when you look out at the horizon?
*When we die, our existance and our actions will be forgotten. It will be as if we never existed.
*I have to believe that there is something amazing out there. There must be something out there that will absolutely blow my mind. Something that will bring me happiness for all time. I only wish I knew what it was that I was looking for.
I suppose this is where religion would come into play. However, I'm afraid I can not wrap my mind around this concept of a supreme being.
I think that is enough for one night. I'm sure you think I'm crazy now.
End.
*Adults are no more responsible than a child. You can not depend on them anymore you could a kid in highschool...in fact if you find the right kid you may be better off. They may not have discovered that there are very few mistakes that can not be remedied with minimal consequence and therefore is not all that important to get it right in the first place.
*Although school will help you get a better job, it doesn't actually matter how well you do. A's will only provide personal satisfaction...I'm a couple years to late for this realization.
*The people running the world are just like me. There may be leaders of foreign countries that are of equal or lesser intelligence to myself.
*This is when we decide what it is that we want out of life. Not what we want to be or where we want to be but how we want to feel. It has been brought to my attention that our lives(actions) have already been planned out for us right before our eyes. The guilt we feel for not having a job, not going to school, not being able to afford to provide the materialistic things that we are supposed to be able to is this plan failing to unfold in the manner that is was meant to. We never decided how that was going to be though. It was decided for us.
*This is it. There is nothing bigger.
*We are very tiny creatures on this Earth. The Earth is a very tiny planet in the galaxy. The galaxy is a very small system in the universe. The universe is infinite... Most of us will never leave this planet. Some of us may never leave this country and, in fact, some people may never even leave their city. It's a very small cage we so willingly and happily live in but do you ever feel claustrophobic when you look out at the horizon?
*When we die, our existance and our actions will be forgotten. It will be as if we never existed.
*I have to believe that there is something amazing out there. There must be something out there that will absolutely blow my mind. Something that will bring me happiness for all time. I only wish I knew what it was that I was looking for.
I suppose this is where religion would come into play. However, I'm afraid I can not wrap my mind around this concept of a supreme being.
I think that is enough for one night. I'm sure you think I'm crazy now.
End.