packing is such a dry thing to do
i despise it

that is all i have to say
i will be gone for the next few weeks so have a merry christmas!

why must i be thinking all these horriable things:

you gave me the world,
asked if i was happy

how i wish i could honestly say yes

but i cant

one week away will do me some good
or it will be the end of me

i wish for both

      aaron is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

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i went through time
quiet so i did not offend
happy so i did not hurt
observant so i did not misinterpret
passive so i did not speak out

i go through time
offensive so i am not quiet
hurtful so i am not happy
misinterpreting so i am not observant
outspoken so i am not passive

do we have to question everything
can't we just enjoy what is now

from me sitting here thinking
about the cold lonely days ahead
of awkwardness and silence
and giggles and smiles
of winter.

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i lied,

i do feel abandoned.

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