the only reason i am updating is because i love tyna and she told me too. <33 so anyway.. lately life has been extremely boring.. summer sucks so far.. except for the time when tyna came over last week. we listening to music, played with makeup, talked to people online, cursed posers out online, and so on. it was also fun going to the mall with kim ( Read more... )

parents won't drive you anywhere.

everyone is out.

getting report cards soon.

never going to be seen at whs again.

your stuck home doing nothing.

have no ride to your cousin's show thursday.

pmsing and cramps like woah.

want to cut your hair and your mother says no.

you just want to be left alone.

-having a bad day.

( Try - No one seems to give a shit. )

mcr's cd release party friday! can't wait, two days away. going with elena, matt, and matt's friend. should be fun.. uhm... what else.. finals ughhh i hate finals.. graduation next friday and then pool party at my house after graduation till midnight.. be there! well theres nothing really else to say.. yea uh bye.

god, i fucking piss myself off. why am i such a bitch? i hate life, its sucks. ugh trip tomm. i should just go die. because im a REALLY bad friend, so i dont think anyone would want me as a friend. ughhh... I guess this is what they call killing yourself in small doses...i want to die! ah. i hate life, i should just go slit my wrists or something ( Read more... )

i hate updating.. i'm such a fucking slacker...
well if you don't like my cheap update then heres a big..
FUCK YOU!
thank you and fucking good bye.

you can tell the lies that
we've swallowed by the time it took
to
choke
them
down.

had to write circle poems today in english. here's one of mine.:

Hate

Love

Family

Friends

Boyfriends

Break ups

Sorrow

Razorblade

Bleeding

Despise

for fun, make a circle poem and put it in my comments.

Remember: the words before and after each other have to have something in common.could be funny, sad, happy, whatever.

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I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately, this whole week I have been in a bad mood. I’m not eating as much as I used to, and it’s sort of weird.(don’t worry I’m not anorexic)  My allergy medicine makes you dehydrated and I hate drinking water, so I have been light headed and seeing dots lately. Yesterday I just wanted to cry in school, but I don’ ( Read more... )

( hair cut )

( hours pass like years, wish you were here. )

leaving for florida friday for spring break, probably will get bored being with my cousins for a week. went to rutherford yesterday, lots of drama. i always mess things up. tyna never called me so we didn't hang out, because she was with her boyfriend. my weekend sucked, everything went wrong. congrads to wendy who got into bergen tech. well its my ( Read more... )