don't give me false hope

[lovetricked]

What? is happening to me again?
The day started off fine and happy like yesterday but.. then after music lessons something started changing with me. During lunch break I felt totally and awfully bored but I decided that it was only for the fact that I indeed was in school. After lunch I had one lesson and after that, on maths lesson.. I was down.

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[fireinmyboness]

ah bb, dont be so down.
tell me about it. i recieved my art grade and i was SO dissapointed. it wasnt even bad and i just felt like crying.

literally had the worst day ever too. my best friend wasnt in today... so i had to spend the day with the girl i used to be close to. she ditched me very rudely. i was like wtf is wrong with you. then i was insulted by my other good friend. she didnt really mean it but it still hurt, what she said. and just ugh.

so i feel sorry for you, aznd trust me this happened to me in maths aswell. :) don;t be down!

[lovetricked]

i've felt much better already, that day and that certain moment just got me down :(

relationships are hard!

[saemai]

:(
Same here. When people tell me I'm important/their close friend, I feel special and all. But then they go around telling that to other people or hanging out with other people, and suddenly I don't feel as special. But it's their life, so I can't really do anything about it. But I get the lonliness you could be feeling. I hope you feel better tomorrow.^^

[lovetricked]

that's exactly how i felt. but now that i've started to really think about it, is it away from me that my friends are friends with each other? they still won't forget me and are friends with me too.

i need to stop panicing.. :D