So much pain

[loveunknown]

i just did something that i'm not sure i'm gonna like later. I went on the internet and looked up two uncles that i know are preachers and have websites, on my boilogical fathers side of the family. For some reason i want to know my father. he has hurt me so much and still i love him. I can't explain why b/c he has little to no redeeming qualities

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[depthofhumanity]

amber i will always love you and its ok that u want to know ur dad thats undersatndable.he is a part of you and you dont realize it. you have the same genes.and somewhere deep down u remember how much u loved him and he loved you when u were younger so now u have a void where that love once was kept.