this weekend sucks. I feel like im supposed to be out at peoples houses and having a night on the town but im not suposed to! i just got back surgery. but im soo bored, i have movies and books and shit to read but omg i want out of the fucking house!!! tuesday should be good, im having a post-op and going to park ave. My mom said she wants to take ( Read more... )

i feel so pretty ( Read more... )

Today was good! im progessing a lot a lot, i had a fever of 102.3 last night =\ so, i went to the doctor this morning, and im fine, the fever went away. so we had to take alan to shs, so i walked to riedels to say whats up, cuz i can walk a lot now, and i showed come kids my bandages and the scar and stuff, and all the girls that used to make fun ( Read more... )

IM home ( Read more... )

this is alan- CARLY SAID- please do not come see her if you are, until friday. because shes in pain, but shes doin good. iight

Im in riedels, for the last time in a long time...a few weeks i guess
yesterday was so cool, gabe got me a cake! that was the highlight of my day. To come to lunch and see a big cake with my name in icing and a sweet little message on it, thank you gabe!!! whatta sweetie ( Read more... )

pre op was friday ( Read more... )

Nothin happened after school today, i was looking forward to seeing tommy, but i didnt get to see him. its cool, what can i do ( Read more... )

Surgery is one week from now. damn. i have it played in my head. I can just see it. Its all going to just be confusion. Like put on to different tables and beds. Seeing all these different machines and tools, saying goodbye to my mother, the nurses making me feel so uncomfortable by putting on the "its going to be ok" face. i know they have ( Read more... )

today has been a great day ( Read more... )