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[lovexisxmurder]

Im the dumbest person in the world. I seriously hate my self so much right now I want to kick my own ass. Thats exactly what i deserve, somebody should just kick the shit out of me. I fucked up so bad this time. How do you regain somebodys trust, I dont have the slightest idea. I could lose the most important person in my life and my best friend.

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[smpathetcdesire]

Sometimes saying sorry is all you can do.

Lately people have been saying they heard I have a problem with you or something... People are full of shit, I dont have a problem with you. ( Just incase you heard something stupid like ) Because people are coming up to me asking me why I have shit with you... dumb people these days.

If you need to talk, you know my screen name.

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[smpathetcdesire]

Adding onto that, some people are saying you dont like me either, I dont know because maybe people are talking stupid stuff againn, i dont remember doing anything to offend you or anything??? Sooooo i dunno what everyone is talking about... So Yea..

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[lovexisxmurder]

Personally I dont have a problem with you Todd. No I dont really like the way you went about the John thing but even though John hates me right now Im there for him. He may not talk to me or anything or want my help but Ive got his back through and through. He thinks I did something that I dont think I did but Im not sure and I know that sounds retarded but I really dont remember. Anyone I consider a good friend at one time or another can always count on me. Like david d. we arent that close right now but we used to be and if he ever needed me id have his back, so i guess what im trying to say is that Im there for John and if thats who you have shit with john then i hate to say it but you have shit with me and that goes for any of my friends. In my opinion thats just what friends are there for to always be with you. So I think that might sum it all up but if you dont get it or something you can im me cuz lately ive had these tendencies to just ramble on and not make much since at all because im just trying to say so much that i get

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[smpathetcdesire]

I was going to IM you but your away message is on. Ok youre right, the way i went off on John was wrong, but he did deserve it ( from what i think ) and i dont really have a problem with him, never did until he started being stupid on the computer, it was really immature and inappropriate and disrespectful seeing as i had never even really talked to him before. But thats settled now because i just dont care about that. I just dont like that there used to be a time that you said that you'd always have my back if i needed it and you referred to me as a good friend, but now your choosing another friends side. No offense toward you and john, but if two of my friends were in an argument id try to sort it out between them. Im sorry that John hates you right now and that you and david arent that close, i hope things get better for you. Im just sorry you dont feel as much as a friend toward me as you used to. IM if you dont understand what im talking about, im kind of rambling as well.

[anonymous]

Just say sorry,
Trust me it will help.
Getting someones trust back is hard, but itll come back slowley in time. Whatever you did can be forgivin. If you think about it youll know what to do.

[lovexisxmurder]

I did say I was sorry but sorry doesnt change anything. But who is this?

[anonymous]

Sorry does help..alot even though it doesnt show right away..give her some time also , that way she can sort out her feelings.

Forgivness isnt expected to come right away

[lovexisxmurder]

Can ya tell me your name????