I WANT EVERYTHING NOW. i want the saint paul hotel with strawberries, champagne, two rooms, breakfast, wearing the dress, the corset, taking pictures, getting to see the amazing pictures, the amazing flowers, the most delicious and beautiful cake....the church when it's decorated...EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE SO AMAZING AND CLASSY AND ELEGANT. ( Read more... )

talked to liz, about alot of stuff, eating disorders, loves....loving. ;)...it was a good chat, i always forget how much i like to tlak to people, it gets lost in my shyness/anitsocialness. i feel so much better about liz and i's situation now. yep ( Read more... )

its odd how much studying and work i do in college, i never would have committed this much time to things in highschool, and i would still manage straight a's. its funny how college is so much intensive, but what do you expect right? college is hard, but i like it. i wonder if it's hard like this for other people. i guess its not really hard, ( Read more... )

listening to mewithoutYou, i love it but its hard for me to do. there's so much that's attached to it, i don't want to abandon those memories just so i can listen to the music but i don't want to relive alot of it. so i just listen to it i guess, and let happen whatever happens ( Read more... )

so as it turns out i think that psychology of women is going better than i had thought, psych methods is always easy, i aced my presentation for film studies and abnormal pscyhology is going well too ( Read more... )

you are right behind me, and we are both very full....you are set on the ide aof making a bunch on noise, whether its farting, playing guitar or playing the toy organ thing. yep, now you are talking abou tthe work you are going to do to your guitar, i'm listening really, bu tmostly i'm thinking about how much i love you ( Read more... )

he is so amazing, he takes care of me in more ways than i will ever know.

i cannot believe that i am so lucky to have found him.

i wish i could do more for him. he deserves to be treated the way he treats me.

he is so amazing to me.

so i have a half hour right now, to do absolutely nothing. and its not just that i'm wasting time, i actually have everything that i need to do today, done. this is wonderful. today was how i want everyday to go. i got up at a decent hour, went to all my classes, didn't come home inbetween classes, so i went to the library and finished my ( Read more... )

so homework lately has been going alot better than i thought it would, which makes me happy ( Read more... )

so i don't have that much homework week to week, its just keeping up with it that's my problem. yep. i'm doing well on tests so far though, so that's reassuring. its just doing the assignments for points that are turned in thats my weakness. reading isn't bad, i enjoy that because its finally interesting to me, vs having to read about american ( Read more... )