I love that you know to use two fingers to block out the light. I love how you know what drink to get me, and when you don't you go to many different places to look for it. I love that you get that drink for me without my asking. I love how you look at me when you swear you're not thinking about anything. I love how you laugh when my lips hurt real ( Read more... )

It's summer! Well actually I still have two finals to take (damn skipping), but today was totally summer. I woke up at 2, went to get lunch then did a random Target stop. It was like, 96 degrees and I had my windows down, sunglasses on, music up loud, shorts and tank top... it was totally summer. It was good enough I wanted to cry.

Yesterday was ( Read more... )

           There's something that I cant quite explain
                  I'm so in love with you
      You'll never take that away

And if I said a hundred times before
       Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

Well expect me to be calling you to see
                   If you're ok ( Read more... )

Well because Brian wants me to update, I figured I'd go ahead and do so because a have a bit. Lets see...

Prom was deffinantly fun. Me, AJ, Katy, Trey, and Hayden all went to eat at Carmelo's, which was totally the best dinner I've ever had. Totally expensive but it was sooooo nice. They made Hayden's food in front of him and we had the best deserts ( Read more... )

So for the first time in like, 3 weeks I've woken up on time (or more so not way way late) and I have absolutly nothing to do! And go figure this is all I can think of. Acutally I've spent the last 20 minutes just doing whatever and I finally came across this.

Things have gotten better since Sunday. Thank god. Actually, they got better that night, ( Read more... )

3 words that sum up my life: Crash and burn.... As of last night thats exactly how I feel.

I'm beginning to think the harder I try the worse it gets. Maybe I'm naive, or maybe I'm just too dramatic. Maybe I wasn't cut out for this sort of thing, or maybe I'm just not cut out for him. Maybe I'm overreacting, or maybe I'm really hurting. Whatever it ( Read more... )

So yesterday was fun... NOT!

A very dramatic stressful morning, total deterioration through out the day... by 3rd period my emotions and stress anxiety got the best of me and I'd totally freaked out. I'd taken way to many migrain pills, I couldn't keep my legs from shaking, I was dizzy, and all around just freaking out. So I went home after A lunch ( Read more... )

So while I'm still way too emotional for my own good, I'm better than I was earlier today. Although this song doesnt help...

Thank you Neumann for totally making me feel a million times better. And thank you Daniel for putting up with all my crap and all my bitching.

While today sucked for the most part, I got to spend some good quality time with ( Read more... )

Totally woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, and now I hate the world. SCORE FOR ME. I think its time for a short story:

I hate you and what you do to me. THE END.

Yeah for a good past couple of days!! Lets see...

Yesterday was dedication day so that was a load of fun. I woke up, took my mom to work and then AJ came over. He ate breakfast, I got ready, then it was off to school! Because of the gay parking, I was late to english so I decided it was a waste to go, specially because Honor Band didn't have class ( Read more... )