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lovexplsn

in case you wondered, i used to be _letsrun

Jan 01, 2006 16:00

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anonymous January 2 2006, 00:59:06 UTC

people scare me and intimidate me. i spend too much of my life changing for people and worrying about what they think and trying to make good impressions on them. it's such a fucking burden but i can't stop.

anonymous January 2 2006, 01:39:59 UTC

the headphones is an amazing band.

anonymous January 2 2006, 02:11:41 UTC

ok so i have two loves and i dont know which to chose i mean i love them both but if i go and ask one and that does not work out i thinki it will hurt the other one and i wont have them anymore its just i love them both too much to hurt either one but i think ill tell them next week oh my cat i just got her back she is fun
i think you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen
and also i really envy those who know you personaly.
i just got over one of my biggest fears the other day.
i feel really stupid posting this
i get my college rejection letters in a few weeks
oh and i really have failed almost everyone who knows expectations for me.
i have a problem in htat i cant gain weight
i actually lost weight after i stopped running
i alienate most people and i dont try hard enough

anonymous January 2 2006, 04:04:22 UTC

last night was wild
all i really wanted was someone to kiss at midnight.
but the only kissing was between the best friend that broke my heart a long time ago
and my brother.
wild.

but things are looking up. I think I've found someone to run through parks and snuggle in backseat sleeping bags with again. I feel good about this one.

anonymous January 2 2006, 04:05:55 UTC

oh, and we've never met, but I think you're absolutely amazing. in another life we'll be childhood best friends or lovers.