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3 day fast starts now.
Expect lots of post in the next 72 hours.
Twig bitch
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I told him about my eating disorder. Why did I do that? Why!?!!!!! Now 2 people know, luckily he is 3500 miles away and can't and probably wouldn't do anything about it.
Now I feel like I have to prove to him I have a eating disorder tho. By dropping 20 lbs. Fast. Over the next three days I will have 1 can of soup a day and lots of water. No more ( Read more... ) -
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After totally embarrassing myself sudden night. Thinking I had totally ruined things with the guy I'm crazy about, I have told myself I would just leave him alone for a while. Thinking he probably wouldn't text me anyways. Much to my surprise he TextEdit last night, his first text was 'babe' my heart melted and I realized I was over analyzing ( Read more... ) -
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Maybe I secretly want to die. Maybe I want attention. Maybe I'm just going crazy.
I said something yesterday that literally made zero sense. But I wrote it so clearly, although I as completed faded and don't remember writing it. It was something like "that's not me but this is us and were married and I love you just as much as she does". I said ( Read more... ) -
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I'm down to 128.8 this morning, can not eat today. Need to drop 9 lbs by Sunday.
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My co-worker just had a baby, now the other is pregnant again. There are only 4 girls here and someone has constantly been pregnant since I started working here. When will be my turn? Will I be next after this one? 9 months from now could I possibly be in a solid relationship and have the possibility to have a baby? Probably not. Not if I wait for ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like I'm clingy, but can't help it. I'm so crazy about this guy. I know he really likes me too, but he's definitely more realistic about the whole situation. I live with my heads in the clouds. Already planning my trip for July (: I want to have everything planned out this time. I want to see him again and I really hope he makes the effort ( Read more... ) -
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Time to be sensible.
16 weeks until I go back to Missouri. Let's make this really fucking simple Jasmin. Lose 1 lb. Just 1 lb a week. Is that so hard? No not at all. No fucking excuses anymore. Quit being a fat fuck and get back to looking perfectly small and petite.
No Gluten, No dairy.
Leggo.
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I want to lose 10 lbs by feb. 22nd I know it's possible just gotta keep my eye on the prize. I'm going to see this guy I really like that I haven't seen since November. I've already lost 10 lbs so I'll be 20 lbs smaller when he sees me and it will be so amazing (: I'll be spending 3 days with him and meeting his dad and possibly some of his other ( Read more... ) -
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121.6 lbs today (: so fucking happy. 6 lbs till my goal. Should be there in just a couple weeks!!!
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