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Hmmm, these past weeks have been really weird. Nothing really to complain about, but weird. I fell for a guy that I shouldn't have. At first I stop myself, then some how he sweet talked me into it.... and now hes talked me out of it...*mummbles* BASTARD! hehe. But it was all fun...nothing that I regret I suppose. He would've been another Brandon ( Read more... )

Have you ever sat beside someone, and missed them at the same time?? I got to experience that last night. I use to be able just to look at them and smile. I don't even think my lips even moved once last night. I was hoping that avoidness wouldn't be there, but I think it is, and I think its going to remain. Theres no fixing it this time ( Read more... )

When I finally jumped off that edge, away from you, I lost everything. The things that were there, things that I once believed in...all just seem someting of the past. Is it pointless just to start over again?? Is everything I hope for going to end up like this??

You finally pushed me over the edge. God knows hows long I've been standing there, just starring into the winds. You took me for granted. I blame myself, I let you get away with everything. This, this has to be one of the hardest things I've ever done. Letting go of this one thing that I believed in for so long. Me and you, it's just never going to ( Read more... )

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I love talking to Greg.... he makes my day. I wish he was mine. He still has my heart though, from the last time he ripped it out of my chest. I hope hes taking good care of it ( Read more... )

My plans were to come on here and complain about something...but now I can't really remember what it was about, so screw it.

Jennifer! For the fact I'm not in the mood for calling anyone, I got to let you know:

TATTOO PARTY NOVEMBER 19th..... get with me for more info, ok chica!

I had another one of those dreams again...the ones where I end up dead. I find this all strange. I've had several dreams about me losing all of my teeth as well. So I looked this up in the Dream book...and this represents, death as well.

*Looks around shoulders* I think death is knocking......

Kiss me quick, for this may be my last.....


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