i can't stop shaking

[loviedove]

because it's cold and because i'm sad

I'm not going to San Francisco State
it's surprising how much this has hurt me
even though I must have seen it coming

I'm pissed now
because I took these fucking ap classes to get into college
that i'm mostly not even good at or passing
sure i didn't even apply to any UCs but I figured a SU would do
and now I feel like

Comments

[mrs_chriswilson]

As fun as the circus is...I don't think you would like it...They torture animals!!
But really, this sucks. I feel so horrible for you, it doesn't seem fair. But don't be done trying, never ever EVER stop trying. Because really, even though it's cliche, you only lose when you quit. Goals will arise, even if you have none right now. Transfering from community college to SF state is totally possible!! You may not get in now, but in a couple of years, you could totally be there, even have enough cash saved up from a job to get an apt with some roomates. Don't let this hold you back, you are capable of better things, even if they are being post poned for the time being. I love you heart!!!!!!!
BFFS forever <3

[loviedove]

oh that's right they do... :P
and the other circus' are mostly acrabatic
and i would suck at that...
Thank you, yeah I just need to accept this and move on...
I love you too star <3