hi scott!!!!! if ur reading this.. um.. HEY!! lol.. and uhh.. I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;-)

i feel like bLah

ugh

shuddup

y do i always feel like this?! its b cuz im alone and i get to thinkin bout shyt and i get depressed GOD I DONT NO WAT TO DO ANYMORE..

well.. la la laa.. TODAY RAWKD!!! =) .. well first i went to sarahs.. then off to tha POOOOOOOOL!! i cant believe i was so self concious.. I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!! we hung owt there wit like Mel n Maxime n Nick and idk it was fun.. "MUCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" lol sarah!!! hahaha.. then i got ready for therapy.. and we had an hr till ma mom picked ( Read more... )

well today.. i was gonna hang owt wit jess.. but ya'll no and hav read in my journal how much i've bin DYING TO FUCCCCIIN GO TO THA POOL!! so i think im gonna go to the b-town pool today ! i hav a ticket.. so yay ( Read more... )

im so sick of this.. im sick ov everything.. i go thru the same thing LIKE EVERY OTHER MUTHER FUCCCIN DAY  im happy.. then im depressed as hellll.. and im so sick ov it.. NOTHING CHANGES.. my life doesnt seem to be getting any better.. sumtimes i think its jus gettin worse.. i hav NOTHING .. OMFG.. i HATE GOING THRU THIS.. im happy and hyper... ( Read more... )

well im depressed.. fo no damm reason ! how NICE! ugh.. i bin sittin hea fo 25 minutes trying to FIGURE OWT Y IM SO DAAAAAM DEPRESSED AND Y I AM THA WAY I AM.. omfg i seriously pitty all ov my friends.. they gotta put up wit me.. who wants to b around a fuqqin depressed "BIIIIIIIIIIIICH ( Read more... )

well today was different.. i woke up at 9.. gotta shower.. then ma dad came over round 10:30 .. then we waited like 10 minutes then Kevin, Tanya, Karson, and Trey (uncle, aunt, cousins) all came.. then off to church.. we went to Trinity. well we werr there till like 12.. then we went to Savile's to eat lunch.. we waited fo like a half hr tho!. that ( Read more... )

today was kinda boring.. but kinda interesting .. my mom and i went to my great grandmother's house.. to help her pack up some things kuz shes moving.. and we took sum things too.. well we looked at all these old pictures.. im so stupid.. I LOVE LOOKING AT OLD PICTURES!! lol..it was kinda fun..

and.. tonite.. i got nothin to do.. i was gonna go to ( Read more... )

omg im so bored.. i hav nothin to do on this GOREOUS day .. and it seems all i ever do is fuccin complain.. well im sry BUT THATS ALL I HAV TO DO .. grrr...

but later im goin to x0wild_thing0x 's pry around like 5 or so.. and werr goin to the movies..

n i wanna go to the pool so fuccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccin bad but i hav no body to go with.. thats kuz i ( Read more... )

AAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCCC YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU