=( .. im so depressed.. GOD I HATE MYSELF!! I ABSOLUTELY HATE HOW I LOOK.. my body .. and my looks.. my hair.. GOD JUST LIKE EVERYTHING!! I DONT EVEN NO IF I LIKE MY PERSONALITY ANYMOR!! .. i jus dont no.. i never knew one could come to hate oneself so much.. as i do.. its not rite.. I REALLY NEED THOSE MEDz.. ugh n god today ali n i went to tha ( Read more... )

well today was kool.. i woke up at 1o.3o .. then i went to aliz at like 12 .. then we got here and i got ready and then we talked to kyle! n we met and went to mama maria's.. then we went to tha pool.. we hung owt wit todd for a bit.. and.. then i told trevor to jump in tha pool n come owt n hug me.. so he did! and then he huggd ali ! n .. trevor ( Read more... )

thank you alii and todd .. for putting me in a better mood !!

MLkndCookys65: im savin the slut gear for FD

MLkndCookys65: yea okay..def. forcing to go nakey tom.
MLkndCookys65: absolutely NUTHIN!

MLkndCookys65: cant help it popage of laughter frolickin in brain cells babay!!! nd it feels quite nice!!
MLkndCookys65: wtf yea i neeeeed to stop!!
bOotiiE ( Read more... )

aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. ok well im depressed as HEL .. i believed this guy wen he sed he liked me.. well he likes sum otha chick now.. hmm.. how FUCCIN NICE! thank you very much! ya made me feel like tha ugliest person ever.. and i liked this kid mor than ever .. and only after a couple days! i hav never bin like that b4 wit any guy.. and of course ( Read more... )

testing color..

yaay ! im goin to aliiz tomorrow! werr gon hav SO MUCH FUN ALI!!! lol i cnt wait!!

anywho - today .. wow .. was a reeaaaaaaaaaallly boring day.. all i did was sit around, read, n go on tha net.. lol fun shyyytt ! not really .. but ok

i started my diet today! yay! now im gonna get skinny! yay!..if you havent noticed.. "yay!" is like my word/saying ( Read more... )

my dam stomak hurtz like a MUTHA!!! aahhh!!

well today is gon b boring.. so far my stomak has hurt all day.. and .. idk lol .. jess is goin to tha mall wit sarah and ryan .. i dont wanna go .. kuz i dnt feel good .. i cant go to aliz kuz her 'rentz r bein anal .. and .. im bOrd !

n i cant go to tha pool today .. sry sean

hmm .. im gonna stay hOme n ( Read more... )

my dam stomak hurtz like a MUTHA!!! aahhh!!

well today is gon b boring.. so far my stomak has hurt all day.. and .. idk lol .. jess is goin to tha mall wit sarah and ryan .. i dont wanna go .. kuz i dnt feel good .. i cant go to aliz kuz her 'rentz r bein anal .. and .. im bOrd !

n i cant go to tha pool today .. sry sean

hmm .. im gonna stay hOme n ( Read more... )

my dam stomak hurtz like a MUTHA!!! aahhh!!

well today is gon b boring.. so far my stomak has hurt all day.. and .. idk lol .. jess is goin to tha mall wit sarah and ryan .. i dont wanna go .. kuz i dnt feel good .. i cant go to aliz kuz her 'rentz r bein anal .. and .. im bOrd !

n i cant go to tha pool today .. sry sean

hmm .. im gonna stay hOme n ( Read more... )

my dam stomak hurtz like a MUTHA!!! aahhh!!

well today is gon b boring.. so far my stomak has hurt all day.. and .. idk lol .. jess is goin to tha mall wit sarah and ryan .. i dont wanna go .. kuz i dnt feel good .. i cant go to aliz kuz her 'rentz r bein anal .. and .. im bOrd !

n i cant go to tha pool today .. sry sean

hmm .. im gonna stay hOme n ( Read more... )