Hello. This might be a bit weird. I found your comment on tinykittykat's journal, via that ana community.
I'm not going to pretend I have some kind of eating disorder. I don't think I do. I just struggle with food and weight and dieting. I was always super thin as a teenager. I had a rough time and piled on the weight in my early 20's. I turned around and lost a ton, got into my healthy BMI range, but now the weight has slowly been creeping back on over the last year. (I am now only JUST overweight, in terms of BMI... it's like 5 kilos... So it's manageable and not that bad...) I'm scared to repeat the mistakes of the past and be unable to say no to food, then to feel guilty, and skip 2 out of 3 meals... Then blow it and pig out the next day...
Anyway... Just looking for friends, people to connect/talk to I guess... I feel a bit weird posting this! But anyway, if you wanna talk... :)
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I'm not going to pretend I have some kind of eating disorder. I don't think I do. I just struggle with food and weight and dieting. I was always super thin as a teenager. I had a rough time and piled on the weight in my early 20's. I turned around and lost a ton, got into my healthy BMI range, but now the weight has slowly been creeping back on over the last year. (I am now only JUST overweight, in terms of BMI... it's like 5 kilos... So it's manageable and not that bad...) I'm scared to repeat the mistakes of the past and be unable to say no to food, then to feel guilty, and skip 2 out of 3 meals... Then blow it and pig out the next day...
Anyway... Just looking for friends, people to connect/talk to I guess... I feel a bit weird posting this! But anyway, if you wanna talk... :)
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