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stuff
Today I tried not to focus on food issues ( Read more... ) -
Kyle
I have decided that my solution to my issues with/about Kyle are best handled in written form.
I have started a blog, and am writting our story, even though the time was short, I have a lot to write about it.
I will at some point post it here, but for now, its anonymous, and I can get it all out. -
blah, cry, scream!
So, an impromptu job interview yesterday made me feel good, but I sit here wondering if I am ready to work in an office again ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Finally this day has had a moment of goodness. I went to Unemployment, and they sent me on an unexpected interview. I was so nervous. But I feel it went well :)
Now I'm off to get the kids. Yay! I've been missing them so much.
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This is just crazy
as I sit here at the library, looking at my journal, I am beginning to hate myself even more, this is not me! I have grown past this, wtf is going on, why does this haunt me so ( Read more... ) -
the plan for the day, boy am I tired
Probation, library, unemployment, kids, sleep.
Let's see how this all works out.
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Billy's response
Now, be fore I post this I just want to say "WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... ) -
the letter I sent to Billy
I have been struggling to find the right way to tell you how I feel, without crying, without yelling. It seems when I reach out to you, all the hurt and shame come rushing back. And I cannot seem to spit it out. In the heat of the moment I get angry, I have cried so many tears that I just cannot bear to loose another tear over this ( Read more... ) -
i cant sleep
And I am noticing more of my OCD's coming out ( Read more... )
