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[lovin_n_livin]

oh my god, i swear to god i am losing it right now.....i'm talking to nick ( my ex) on the phone... it is 3 in the morning and he is trashed, and he is replaying every moment of our relationship...it's so hard to hear about some of it......the times we had...i still love him, (not quite in the same way). it just hurts to hear how hurt he is, and to

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[pbbbt]

Ex's have a tendency to do that to me too...

And I also kind of understand how you feel about him thinking you were unfaithful and how much that hurts, though maybe not to that extent.

The bottom line is that I think you're amazing and if you ever need to talk or just need a shopping, or chick flick, or chocolate eating buddy you should call me... 'cause I'd be more than willing to help!

[lovin_n_livin]

chocolate eating buddy!?!?! I KNEW I LOVED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

[breakmeifyoucan]

That's fairly unfair of him to judge you so deeply. He should know better. However, you have to consider that he's upset in losing you. Perhaps it's his personal way of retaliating to somehow disguise how hurt he is. Boys are dumb/strange that way.

In regards to letting him know how involved you are with Matt, I don't think it's any of his business. It's your relationship; therefore, you (as well as Matt) get to decide who knows and who doesn't. Unless you request the details in your ex's love life, than there's no reason for him to know.

I back up what Bre offered. Feel free to come over for some girly time if it's needed. :o)

[lovin_n_livin]

thanks sweetie....I LOVE YOU BUNCHES

[fuckatharsis]

you have not slept with 4 people, you should reword that sentence, lol....and sweetie....nick is being an ass...but i don't really blame him...even though you told him you were never gettting back together...you still lead him on...you know what i'm talking about...hunny i'd just tell him that you and matt are together now...it'll hurt, but you've waited too long doing everything already and it obviously didn't help...just cut to the point so he can get over it...and if he thinks you cheated...fuck him...he should know you better than that.

and i'm sorry you're hurting doll, we'll talk real soon...he's just a boy...a boy who's being dumb, because he can't have you...blame testosterone not yourself. I love you sweetheart.

[lovin_n_livin]

omg!!! your right...i thought i put 3 in but i must have hit 4...lol...wow.....i'm guess i am accidentally made my self look like a bigger slut than i really am

[kavodka]

honey I am sorry you have to go throught this! It is hard, when you love someone you always will and that makes you vonerable to them. You are better off with out them and you know it but part of you will always want to give it another try. Trust me I know what you are going throught. When you care about someone so much you tend to see the good more then the bad and you not want to ever see them hurt even if they hurt you. The thing is he is a boy and will tell you what ever you want to get you back. But try to rember the person he IS not the persone he WANTS you to think he is. The wonderful person you fell in love with is not there and probly never was beacuse if he was that person he would not be your ex!! And for the being a slut thing people have nothing better to do then talk shit, and that is the most creative thing they can come up with!! I mean people call me a slut and I have only come in contect with one penis in my life and that belonged to a guy I was in love with for almost four years and I know what yiu mean about still

[lovin_n_livin]

thanks...and you are right...he is NOt the guy i fell in love with