(Untitled)

[lovin_n_livin]

hmm....just me bitching about things again. i just haven't been my self lately......i'm just so confused and stressed out...and started to get really depressed again. i don't know. i just feel like i am nothing in life and so very alone. on an up note, i will have my car back tomorrow ( crosses fingers) ....and i can get by with paying only $200 of

Comments

[savvychris]

Hey whats it like to waitress? What do you get paid. I heard waitress get paid about 2 something plus tips, but then that gets split with all the waitresses, and you walk away with? I'm sorry you feel sad and depressed, its going around like a bug. I'll see you tommorow at graduation

[fuckatharsis]

hmmm...i know it's hard to do...but lately i've been pushing away being depressed by remembering something t.k always told me when i came to him with a problem...i'd go to him saying "we're out of red paint" and he'd say to me..."yeah...so what do you want...stop whining about the problem and come to me with a solution" so i'd roll my eyes and ask him to get someone to buy paint...it sounds stupid but it does apply to life...stop feeling like you're nothing in life...if you really feel that way do something to change it...or else you'll always be stuck in that state.

[fuckatharsis]

p.s- and also remember i love you unconditionally...and if you ever need me after i leave this fall, i can be on a plane home as soon as a weekend or other break hits.

[messyjessi447]

wanna have my babies? i'll let you...

see ya tonight!!