okay...here is a quick little entry...i love you all....i havent talked to most of you in FOREVER.... and i'm sorry, work has been killing me lately (until i got laid off 2 weeks ago) i had been working 50-60 hours a week...yeah....anyway i would love to spend time with all of you...so anytime that you have free time PLEASE call me (231) 638-3002 ( Read more... )

well...it has been ages since i last updated...so i guess i will do so know....WAIT!!!ERIKA, YOUR SONG IS ON!!!!!! (dancing...)..okay, back......anyway...i'm getting an apartment...with in the next week...it is amazing...and huge!!!! (640 sq. ft) i can't wait....i have been working tons lately (70 hours last week...plus 2 hours of commute each day ( Read more... )

wow....isn't this kind of creepy....it's so accurate it scares me

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
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so much on my mind. and yet, so little. i have a new philosophy, and it is empowering almost. i am living my life for ME now. i don't want relationships. i won't be alone either. if i meet a man who attracts me, i will spend time with him. if i want to have a fling i will, and those who judge me be damned. it is my life, and i am doing what makes ( Read more... )

wow...my life makes no sense. it is great and horrible at the same time. relationship wise it is a mess. and i have no idea how to handle any of it. i keep having problems with ex's....ALL of them. and recently matt is included in that category. he act's way to posessive and moody sometimes. it makes me so angry. he gets upset when i spend time ( Read more... )

hmm....just me bitching about things again. i just haven't been my self lately......i'm just so confused and stressed out...and started to get really depressed again. i don't know. i just feel like i am nothing in life and so very alone. on an up note, i will have my car back tomorrow ( crosses fingers) ....and i can get by with paying only $200 of ( Read more... )

wow...long time no update. i work too much.it's 4am and i just got home from work. i'm definately in a different mood today. i've been contemplating my life a lot lately. i have so many feelings that i can't explain or understand. and they all seem to conflict in one way or another. sometimes i wonder if man was ever made to be completly happy. i ( Read more... )

wow.....the first day went really well at the kirby...the people were nice and the job is SOOOO easy. hope it stays that way. i'm kind of worried about my hours though. i thibk i am going to not ever have time for my friends anymore ( Read more... )

wow....i work too much...been pretty busy....i have my first day of server training at job #2....i'm a little nervous, what if no one likes me? prom was okay....i just forgot how much highschool girly drama existed in this world. it kinda annoyed me all night long. and my stupid dress was so huge i couldn't dance in it. but matt looked hot!!!!!(i ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!!TOMORROW IS PROM!!!YEA!!!!I'M SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! jenah and i are going to be SOOOOOfriggin hott!!!!!!!that's all i have to say...other than I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! and i didn't lose my job!!!double yea!!!!